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Kai Straw - New Drugs Freestyle (Official Audio)

PATREON --   / kaistraw   STREAM -- https://kaistraw.fanlink.to/newdrugsf... DISCORD --   / discord   INSTAGRAM --   / kaistraw   TWITTER --   / kaistraw   MERCH -- https://www.kaistraw.com/shop FACEBOOK --   / kaistraw   WEBSITE -- https://www.kaistraw.com/ JOIN / SUPPORT:   / kaistraw   || If you want to keep me doing this music thing full time, you can donate monthly on Patreon. For updates or to just say hey, text me: (707) 289-3895 It's really me, and I really do reply to everyone. Written by Kai Straw Produced Kai Straw Engineered by Fred Sorenson Artwork by KloudM LYRICS: I don’t think I’m even good enough I should quit while I’m behind I feel like I’m biting aluminum They’re saying what’s happened to Kai? They’re telling me don’t ever take a break They tell me you win or you die They tell me not winning is my only sin and To give into sin is to piss in the mind Yeah, I’m not addicted to liquor Put the glass down, you could pass out Yeah, but if me winning was served with a lemon Throw the cap out, I would blackout, yeah I gotta keep winning to cover my limits and forget the trauma I’ve been in If I’m not on top, I can feel it the proof that I’m nothing, I’m no one, I’m finished I’ve gotta get up I need validation and love I need a whole nation of love I gotta make up for the vacancy of it I don’t see my pain in the face of the public So look at me, follow me, I’m gonna covet it Help me forget I forgot how to love me I need me a hit of anonymous loving To feel for a minute that I’m more than nothing to you Yeah, ooh, I got something to prove Soon as I step in the booth This is me fighting abuse This is me wanting to use Yeah, who needs the vodka? I got your attention I see tequila dripping from the comment section And blunt smoke in every like and mention I got some new drugs I can feel good when the views come I’m checking my phone to consume some Of that crack, that double tap that, I’m a user And I’m used to, yeah, looking outside of myself, yeah Trynna find my worth in the eyes of someone else Yeah, if I don’t win I’m scum, yeah If I’m number one, yeah, no that’s not enough If I don’t love my own self I’ve gotta unlearn being concerned about all this Ain’t nobody on earth is flawless I don’t wanna seek applause, it’s outside of me, it ain’t mine I wanna feel better, no fear in the mind, No beer in the hand, envy in the eye, Or anything but, thank God, I’m alive And thank God I’m alive Drunk driving at night with a mind full of self-hate Another night, ‘nother midnight milkshake Another fight with the hell my self made, like damn How many cuts are by my hands? How much poison’s from my soul? What bad luck is just the man? Like how much of me is trapped by “I am” Which of my demons came from my damage? What enemies came from my land? How much of what I can’t do is what I won’t do And what I blame it on is how I cope through it And what I’m hating on is how I show you It’s like I’ve had a war inside of myself Like I opened up a door when I was like twelve And then every morning forward, no matter my health, I would wake up in the mud and I’m done with it Waking up like, wow, this again? This face, this town I’m living in, sinning in I wanna live, I wanna finally get some new drugs Like give me that fanny pack and that food truck And maybe I’m stuck with just one chick, my medusa I wanna see the sunset as a gift, hallelujah And I got two bucks to my name, so what I’m a new buddha I wanna feel calm in the jaws of a barracuda Laying in my blood and I still got love for my shooter Rewind everybody, we’re the same, unmade, no doula Look at everything you want and hate and face your ruler