an EmoTiOnAL week...* heartbreak, studio grind, couple days in oregon, & a happy ending * скачать в хорошем качестве

an EmoTiOnAL week...* heartbreak, studio grind, couple days in oregon, & a happy ending *

ONLINE SHOP- pyperbleu.com instagram: @pyperbleu and @pyperbleucollective ❤️open me 💔 dear friend, what a long month it's been! this footage is from mid-february, and it was a week of riding the emotional rollercoaster. we were all so shocked when Toby missed breakfast one day, and we don't know when he slipped out. we figure it must've been one of the doors to the yard, although we make sure to be diligent about closing and locking everything.. after 12 years of being in our family (and hating the outside), i was just so heartbroken to lose Toby. When my mom saw me standing in the hall alone in the dark one night, we both started crying when she said, "maybe he can't find his way back ever again.." I hope to share a slice of this story with you, but I don't wish to bring anybody down (which is why I refrained from posting about it in real-time, as I was mourning and processing). My way of dealing with it is giving myself 3 days or so to eat so many potato chips and watch animal planet on netflix, and crying in the middle of the nights. it works. thank you dearly to my family and friends for the support, advice, and just quality time spent to cheer us up! i hope this little happy ending could bring you some peace of mind. toby is happy and playing with his tennis ball in our sunny livingroom as we speak. After taking multiple COVID tests, we made our way up to Oregon to visit old friends. I met Amanda when she was 11 and now she's 23!? growing up gives me * the feels * I omitted from the vlog the part where I received the call from my neighbor about sighting Toby because I wanted the info to be more concise, so I explain everything in the end (just incase you got confused). Dealing with the sadness made me quite late on my preorders, and then everything happened with the move--- but here I am, working at it and catching up! Thank you for reading and sharing your day with us. :D see you soon! wishing you good food and rest. Love, Annabelle 💌 to all my patrons, thank you for your support which further enables me to pursue my passions and work for myself. 🍒 THANK YOU TO my top tier patrons! 🍒 Nancy T., Alia M., Merielle C., Victoria, and Juliette A.! ✿ support me on patreon~   / pyperbleu   🍋 Music- from https://www.epidemicsound.com/referra... and http://share.mscbd.fm/pyperbleu FTC disclaimer- Not a sponsored video.