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SHAVING MY HEAD FOR THE FIRST TIME - Full Video

This head shaving ritual took place in the spring of 2020, just one year after I began opening to the path of my spiritual awakening. This video is of me taking the first action step towards allowing the identity and story of Carmen to begin its dying process. It was such a clear choice for me to allow the identity of Carmen to be put to rest. My expression of Carmen had never become solid. I never loved myself unconditionally enough to create an identity that I felt grounded in, which made it difficult for me to trust myself. I was constantly changing everything about me for other peoples love; my hair, the clothes I wore, the movies and music I was into, activities I took part in... I was willing to change whatever I felt I needed to in order to receive love from the next person who entered my life. I was constantly morphing into what I thought everyone’s ideal version of me was. I can say with true confidence that this path I embarked on in 2020, gifted me with a clean slate and the empowerment within myself to finally become the truest version of me that I love the most. The highest and most authentic version of me that I had abandoned when I was only a child. Over Four years have passed since I filmed this video, and during that time, I have gone through 2-ish year phase of growing my hair back. After filming this video, I did continue to kept my head bald for about half a year, and in the Fall of 2020, I then entered the chapter of regrowing my hair. It was a process of walking through many more identities of myself, healing many inner child wounds, and the journey ended up being a full circle chapter of rediscovery. Each of the expressions of my hair never felt as authentic as It did for me when I was bald, and I knew I had to return to it. The moment I shaved my hair off again in January 2023, it was so clear that my authentic soul expression shines through the most as the version of me without hair, and to this day, I still keep my head shaved. I am so beyond grateful to my beautiful soul and my guides for taking me on this journey. I feel that I am now in a loving and balanced place of honouring my inner child, Carmen, as well as being in the highest embodiment of myself that I can be in at this time on my life path as Athena. My inner child is so happy to see and know the woman I have become. May this video and my story inspire you to connect deeper to the highest and most loving aspects of yourself, while honouring, cherishing, and bringing to life any past versions of yourself that align you to your highest self. If you’re interested in seeing where this journey has brought me so far, follow me on Instagram! @athenathelove With love, Athena 🌸