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Quite wars at 3am

[Verse 1] It’s 3AM and my brain’s on fire Scrolling through a life I don’t admire Everybody shining on a tiny screen I’m still here Stuck in the in-between I rehearse every word I never say Pick apart the silence of the day If I disappear Would the world move on? Why does that thought feel half-right Half-wrong? [Pre-Chorus] I wash my hands But I can’t rinse off the doubt Laugh with my friends Then go home and burn out Is it just me Or is everyone this loud inside? [Chorus] I’m fighting quiet wars at 3AM Smiling in the light But breaking when it’s dim Telling everybody “Yeah I’m fine” again When I’m not When I’m not When I’m not (oh no) I’m scared I’ll never be the one I planned Chasing some mirage I drew in the sand But every time I breathe and choose to stand I grow a little Little more than I understand [Verse 2] I write goals like a list of crimes Judge myself for wasting time Every small mistake feels like proof I’m the weak link holding up the roof Carry secret pressure in my chest Like if I stop now I’ll lose the test But nobody’s grading me but me How did I get stuck in this Endlessly? [Pre-Chorus] I say “next year” Like it’s some kind of cure “If I get there” Then I’ll feel secure But I’m right here And I’m tired of hiding from my life [Chorus] I’m fighting quiet wars at 3AM Smiling in the light But breaking when it’s dim Telling everybody “Yeah I’m fine” again When I’m not When I’m not When I’m not (so tired) I’m scared I’ll never be the one I planned Chasing some mirage I drew in the sand But every time I breathe and choose to stand I grow a little Little more than I understand [Bridge] What if being “enough” just means Waking up Staying kind to me? Letting go of who I “should” have been Making room for who I am Right here (right here) [Chorus] I’m still in quiet wars at 3AM But I’m learning how to sit with all of them Telling someone close “I’m not fine” for once And it helps Yeah it helps Just a touch (oh yeah) I’m scared I’ll never be the one I planned But maybe that was never who I am And every time I breathe and choose to stand I grow a little Little more than I understand I grow a little Little more than I understand