the dilemma of wanting you | longing again after months | sad slow song | longing for someone скачать в хорошем качестве

the dilemma of wanting you | longing again after months | sad slow song | longing for someone

I tell myself I’m over you, and some days your name don’t echo through My quiet mind, my restless chest, I swear I’ve learned to live with less. Sometimes your face don’t cross my head, No late-night highs, no words left unsaid, I feel no gravity inside your stare, No rush that says I still care. But healing comes in waves, I guess, I breathe you out, then feel the stress— ‘Cause just when I believe I’m free, The universe runs you into me. And then I see your face, my stomach drops, The world goes quiet, my heart just stops. My eyes lock in, I lose my ground, That hollow scream without a sound. You don’t look back, you turn away, And every “I’m okay” decays. I thought I moved on, I thought I knew— But I still break when I see you. Weeks go by, I’m doing fine, I barely trace you in my mind. I tell my friends I’m standing tall, and that I haven’t felt you much at all. Then out of nowhere, there you stand, A ghost I never planned to land. My body knows before my brain, This ache, this pull, this quiet pain. You don’t meet my eyes this time, You don’t meet my eyes this time, Instead you slip away between the lines. And with your silence, cold and thin, You break the one place I held within. ‘Cause when you don’t see me, I come undone, All my worth disappears at once No peace, no proof, no safe embrace, Just doubt carved deep into my face. I feel so small, like I’m not enough, Like love is something earned, and not to trust. I know I’m trying to let you go, But you’re the door I never close. You’re the key I hate to need, The proof that I can still believe. In softness, in touch, in letting in, In romance I don’t trust within. But my body calls your presence “safe,” Your eyes make room for all my shame. How do I walk away from you When walking away feels like losing truth? How do I say a last goodbye To the only place I feel alive? ‘Cause when you look at me, I finally exist, Every broken part feels un-missed Like maybe I was always good, always worth the love I crave, But when you don’t, I fall apart, So now I search for you inside my heart. I need to learn to feel whole alone, But I don’t know how to do it without you my home. So tell me how to set this free, How to be the key for me. How to say goodbye to you, Without saying goodbye to love too.