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9 JAZZ - Almost the Nineth Death

When David Morrison was sixteen, his father took him to war. It was never explained as a choice. Men came with uniforms, papers, and quiet voices that carried authority, and within a day their house felt like a place they were already leaving. His father packed carefully, folding every shirt as if order might survive the chaos ahead. David packed quickly, like a boy who still believed they would come back the same. They left before sunrise under a sky the color of bruised steel. War, David learned almost immediately, was not the thing people wrote songs about. It was mud that smelled like rot, nights when the horizon burned red, and mornings when the living counted themselves and avoided looking too long at the dead. David’s father carried a small notebook in his coat and a pencil tucked into the spine. One night in the trench, after an artillery blast collapsed the earth beside them and buried three men alive, he opened the notebook and scratched a thin line onto the page. David asked why he was doing it. His father said it helped him remember how many times they had almost died. The second line came when they lost their way in a forest where gas drifted through the trees and men coughed blood into their hands. The third came after they entered a farmhouse and found a family who had not survived the night. By the fifth line David stopped asking questions. War had a way of turning curiosity into silence. The seventh mark appeared during winter when a sniper’s bullet snapped past his father’s ear and buried itself into the frozen trunk behind him. His father stood still for a moment, as if listening to the sound echo through the forest, then calmly took out the notebook and drew another thin line. “Seven,” he said quietly. The eighth almost-death happened in a village that had burned until nothing remained but black ribs of houses standing in the snow. Ash drifted in the air like gray snowflakes. Inside one of the ruins they found a mirror hanging on a wall that no longer belonged to a room. David’s father stared at his reflection for a long time, his face dark with soot and exhaustion. That night he opened the notebook again and scratched the eighth line onto the page. When the war finally ended, they went home, but the world had continued without them and nothing felt the same. David’s father spoke very little after that. Instead he bought a violin. At first the sounds were terrible—sharp, broken cries that made the neighbors complain—but he practiced every single day, sometimes until his fingers bled onto the strings. Months turned into years and the sounds slowly changed. The noise became melodies, and the melodies became something strange and beautiful, something that sounded like grief moving through music. People began inviting him to play in small halls and crowded pubs. Eventually they moved to Scotland where his violin could earn enough money to keep them alive. People said his music was haunting, though none of them knew why. One rainy evening David went to hear his father perform in a crowded pub where laughter and whiskey filled the air. His father stood near the fireplace with the violin beneath his chin and began to play a slow melody that made the entire room quiet. It sounded like wind moving through burned villages, like footsteps through snow, like memory refusing to die. Halfway through the piece, a drunken argument broke out near the bar. Voices rose, a chair crashed to the floor, and suddenly someone pulled a gun. The shot was meant for another man, but the bullet crossed the room and struck David’s father. The violin slipped from his hands and the music stopped in a single broken breath. People screamed and scattered as glass shattered and someone ran outside into the rain. David rushed to him on the wooden floor while blood spread through his coat. His breathing was thin and fragile. For a moment his eyes stared somewhere far beyond the ceiling beams, and then he looked at David. “Eight,” he whispered. His hand trembled as he reached into his pocket and placed the old notebook into David’s hands. “There’s always another one coming,” he said softly before his eyes closed. The pub was filled with chaos, but David barely heard any of it. His hands shook as he opened the notebook. Eight thin lines scratched across the yellow page, each one marking a death that had almost taken his father. But beneath them there was something that froze the breath in David’s lungs: a ninth line, fresh and dark, the ink still wet. David stared at it for a long time because he knew something impossible had happened. He had never seen his father write that line, and yet it was there, waiting patiently beneath the others. And that was when the most terrifying thought entered his mind. His father had spent years counting the deaths that had almost come for him. Which meant the ninth one had not been avoided at all. It had only been waiting.