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How To Face Your Mortality - ft. Benjamin Ohai

In Episode 63 of The Alchemy Podcast, Doug Cartwright reconnects with his former high school coach and mentor, Benjamin Ohai, for one of the most profound conversations in the show's history. What begins as a conversation about elite athletics transforms into an unforgettable exploration of consciousness, ego death, and what lies beyond. Ben shares his journey from growing up in primitive 1950s Hawaii to becoming one of BYU's greatest wrestlers—undefeated in WAC competition with a record of 180-9. But the heart of this episode centers on Ben's 2017 near-death experience during a West Nile virus infection, where he encountered something that shattered his understanding of reality and fundamentally changed who he is. This conversation explores the psychology of world-class performance, the intangible quality that separates elite athletes from everyone else, the terror of ego dissolution, Carl Jung's concept of the shadow self, and how facing your deepest fears can paradoxically make you more courageous. Ben's story will challenge your assumptions about success, identity, and what truly matters in the fourth quarter of life. Timestamps of Key Moments 02:00 – Growing up in primitive 1950s Hawaii before statehood 06:10 – "I hated it": the love-hate relationship with wrestling and hard things 09:13 – The breakthrough moment: winning the Five Counties tournament as a junior 11:27 – "The subconscious only believes what you've done, not what you say" 16:06 – Hal Simone: the transformative junior college coach 21:03 – How great coaches believe in you more than you believe in yourself 22:17 – BYU wrestling career: 180-9 record, avenging every single loss 24:07 – Breaking the mental block: yelling "Fuck" and tapping into flow state 26:02 – What separates athletes who "have it" from those who don't 30:03 – Raising NCAA champions through the baby steps philosophy 35:58 – The two-hour flight to Houston that saved his life 40:58 – The near-death experience begins: "I wasn't afraid—I WAS fear itself" 42:31 – The mirror: being forced to confront the shadow self 43:49 – The worst part: believing it's forever with no escape 45:19 – "You never existed—your family was fake": the ultimate terror 47:13 – Discovering others had the exact same experience 50:03 – Carl Jung's shadow: the breakthrough that reframed everything 53:14 – How losing ego made him dramatically more courageous 58:37 – Synchronicity and second witnesses: "Psalm 35" tattooed on her ribs 01:03:10 – The fourth quarter: savoring sunrises and rediscovering wonder 01:06:10 – "You're not going to find a depressed person who's grateful" Follow Doug: IG:   / doug_cartwright   Join the Alchemy Accelerator: https://www.alchemysalescoaching.com/ Subscribe to my YouTube Channel: @AlchemyPodwithDougCartwright Follow Benjamin: IG:   / benjamin8675309