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My Time at the Psych Ward

For immediate help 24/7: https://988lifeline.org/talk-to-someo... ✎ She got a little too silly. In this bedtime story, Pau retells her experience in an inpatient mental health facility, and how they treated her rather crudely. I cut out a LOT in the creation of this video, but you can read my full story here: https://cohost.org/sillypau/post/5289... ♡tumblr -   / sillypau   ☀ ♡bluesky - https://bsky.app/profile/sillypau.bsk... ♡twitter -   / silly_pau   ♡instagram -   / silly_pau   100k views note: I've learnt a lot of things,, such as how the conditons and quality of a ward are dependant of the funding and sponsors of it. I think an important aspect that i left out was the fact that this video took place in the state of mexico, where there's very high poverty rates and terrible laws protecting patients, and the ward was no better example of it. you may be asking then, "why did the texas conversation even come up?" this was because there were 4 american patients, and i hanged around them as i felt more comfortable speaking english. When i mentioned i liked raising cane's more, the patient in my video asked me "where have you eaten cane's? texas?", which brough up texas to conversation and lead to them discussing politics. did i mention the patient had previously been in prison in 4 diffrent states? he had a lot of stories to tell. this was also my first experience having one of my videos go far from my intended audience,, i've previously been happy with my little community , but this video invited a lot of people that don't know me, and only see what i said superficially, prompting a lot of otherwise upsetting comments. i know you shouldn't read comments for the sake of your mental health, but of all the people telling me "you're mentally ill and need to go back there" to "too bad you didn't die" and the usual "your voice is forced" "you can't change who you are",, the worst are the ones denying that what i said wasn't true. "so obviously fake" "yeah... this isn't real". and, i don't know if its ignorance, or to get a reaction from me... but it's so so frustrating to tell me that all my trauma is some fantasy and i just made it up. you can tell me to die all you want, i'm used to it, but telling me that all my suffering, all the bad things that happened to me i just made it up is so heartwrenching to me... because i know its real. read my blog post, please, even my tweets from the past year, please listen to others with similar experiences... i didn't attempt suicide for views? i wanted to die. and now i want to recover,, my therapists, even my mom, was really looking forward to me making this video. because it means i get to put it behind me and hopefully help others share their own stories, which is the best thing to come out of this. i never expected people to doubt how i survived (x) and how i survived (y) and use big words like "but your esophagus was blocked!! you should've died!" to try to dismiss all my trauma. trying to even argue everything is fake because "they don't see me shaking and crying" "therefore it was all fake!!" "they allowed you to use scissors?! such negligence wouldnt be allowed in the place will all the negligence!" i'm sorry, but you don't know me. i'm still trying to recover. thank you for all your support,, it brings life to me now more than ever ► 0:00 - Intro 0:32 - Arrival at "The Freezer" 1:18 - Arts and Crafts Buddy 1:59 - "Crazy Crying People" 2:18 - Blood on the walls 2:31 - Suspicious Injection 3:04 - My Ordinary Life 3:44 - The Raising Cane's Incident 4:30 - The Therapy was a Lie 5:00 - Submissive and Agreeable 6:02 - Released 6:42 - Outro ► SECOND CHANNEL: PAU ARCHIVES    / @pauarchives   ------------------------------------------- if you have questions regarding my voice, my stuttering, long pauses, etc... the answer is: please be patient, i have autism if you draw pau fan-art please tag me in any of my social media! :-D #storytime