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Cleaning with Chronic Pain | VLOGMAS DAY 7 [CC]

READ DESCRIPTION BELOW-- (CW: health, chronic pain, possible motion sickness warning due to sped up shots of movement from 00:58-1:14 and 2:00-2:07) I was never the tidiest person but becoming chronically ill has kind of worsened my cleaning habits AND made me feel crappy about it. It gets worse because even if I wanted to (and sometimes I genuinely, sincerely want to. Is that me maturing? Or is that me realizing that I took my able body for granted?...) my body hits some hard limits. It's hard for me to stand longer than a minute or so, standing, reaching my arms up (like to hang clothes in the closet), or even bending down and hanging there or getting back up too quickly can trigger my dysautonomia, sometimes my arms experience more fragility and lifting certain weights can cause me injury or just hurt. Today's video is the epic adventure of trying to get my room clean within a day, no naps, just a lot of pain levels peaking and having to stop whatever I'm doing in order to attempt to lower the pain enough to be able to function. The pain doesn't stop, it's always there; if my chronic pain were a person, they'd be permanently twisting the skin of my arm (metaphorically... because my pain is more often in my feet, legs, and back), just sometimes the skin twisting isn't enough and the person strikes me with a hard object instead and that's when I need some real recovery time. At the start of the video I used the wrong language, I said, "whether I want to sleep or want to be awake" I wasn't actually referring to emotional desire but rather where I was chemically. The strange feeling that I was trying to describe before I interrupted myself was that I was physically exhausted because I did not sleep well due to pain levels but I reached the point of spiked adrenaline (from the lack of food/appetite and sleep perhaps. Adrenaline spikes in survival mode). This feels physically like dehydration, exhaustion, derealization, etc. but my body is filled with enough adrenaline that IT; my body, "wants" to keep moving. SUPPORT THIS CREATOR If you enjoy my videos, please consider supporting this channel! Patreon:   / annieelainey   PayPal: http://paypal.me/annieelainey Amazon Wish List: http://a.co/gyCgqsf CONTRIBUTE CAPTIONS/SUBTITLES FOR THIS VIDEO -Click on the gear in the lower-right corner of the video -Click "Subtitles/CC" -Click "Add subtitles/CC -You can contribute Closed Captions in English or subtitles in ANY other language LIST OF VIDEOS YET TO BE CAPTIONED https://www.youtube.com/timedtext_cs_... FIND ME ON THE INTERNET Facebook   / ann.e.segarra   Tumblr   / annieelainey   Twitter   / annieelainey   Instagram   / annieelainey   Snapchat   / annieelainey   Periscope AnnieElainey IN THIS VIDEO Mic used: http://amzn.to/2ahAuT5 Camera used: http://amzn.to/2a5jPCq My Associate Store: http://astore.amazon.com/annielai-20 CHANNEL DESCRIPTION Annie Segarra (Annie Elainey) creates mainly first-person videos on introspective topics, social topics, sharing her experiences and thoughts on disability, body image, LGBT topics, gender equality, etc, as well as creative content; a variety of music/artistic media and short films. Annie identifies as a queer disabled (Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome) Latinx woman and uses she and they pronouns.