feltabitsad // allthelove - original zoë bestel скачать в хорошем качестве

feltabitsad // allthelove - original zoë bestel

old song // new song diy crispy audio recorder on the ground crackles and indeed pops videoed through a monocular getting upstaged by the spindly remains of rosebay willow herb but authenticity is key and the raw is what makes us human (including the fact i didn't synch the audio & video amazingly well). i am flailing against a machine built to strip me of my instincts to not get attached, hmu dopamine and keep me in my void of perpetual drama and memes. when reality is spiralling overthought and dreams anyway, and yet i keep.coming.back.for.more. hit me again. it doesn't quite hurt enough yet. what am i? desperately searching for an external shift and change for a world id love to believe in and yet i hold the damn seeds in my own godforsaken hands. forgive me and my wanky stream of consciousness, i've felt a bit sad lately, there's a fog on my brain that's taken up space in my heart. i've just felt a bit low lately, there's a lot in my head that i kept unsaid that I regret. i've just felt a bit blue lately, i wish i knew why i found myself crying again. i just felt a bit down yesterday, but tomorrow may bring all of my dreams into being. i'm painfully aware that my purpose is so much more than a partner and my self belief is not conflated with my ability to be loved by another but oh how i wish my existence could be witnessed in the quiet and the soft and in all of the ways a tender touch understands {all the love} i've ever had i've had to show them how, when all i've ever wanted is to feel whole somehow in my own heart, and that i'm worthy of a part, simply as i am, and let me be all that i need to be. so i can love all that i can be. which let's me love all that you've been to me. so we can be all that we can be.