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does this mean ruxx is back? (idfk) miside part 2, it only took one year... 【Socials】 https://linktr.ee/officialruxx 【Soundtrack】 MiSide OST - (In-Game Music) DELTARUNE - Spamtom OMORI - A Home For Flowers (Tulip) OMORI - Spaces In-between Doki Doki Literature Club! - Poem Panic! DELTARUNE - My Castle Town COOL&CREATE/beatMARIO - Night of Nights (Flowering nights remix) OMORI - I Think My Dad Shops Here OMORI - Respite OMORI - Help Me OMORI - See In Your Fantasy 「All rights go to the music artists, I do not own any of these tracks」 【Game】 https://store.steampowered.com/app/25... 【PS】 okay... an entire year of no uploading, whats my problem? I'm just gonna go through the list of things thats been keeping me away pretty much. The most notable one is motivation, and thats a heavy part of it, I find it incredibly hard to actually WANT to edit videos at times, and this doesn't even only stick with youtube, this goes far into just a me problem. I don't like getting out of bed, I slack on work, yada yada. what makes this so bad for video editing is various things, such as number 1, my pc is low end, and making and editing videos will sometimes be impacted as such. number 2, CAPCUT. oh my gawd bruh... this shi is actually a ragebait simulator. capcut is the software i use (for now) and it's basically gone full microsoft greed mode, and has locked nearly everything behind premium, and then on top of that makes it software unbearable to use by messing things up. I was legit just about to release the video a little bit earlier, but it thought the music I imported via file explorer was exported audio so it just didn't let me, and I had to redo all the music. what I feel like I mainly struggle with when it comes to dropping videos, is im afriad of being disappointing. I've come to this point where I feel the need that EVERY single video I drop has to be utterly perfect, which I will then fight that feeling until I get the courage to just drop the video as something casual, such as this one. I literally set myself up by making a 30 minute long video, then said the next one will be way longer, already messing myself up by putting a standard that I HAVE to achieve (i really dont). so hopefully to actually begin uploading once again, I'll try to post more casually, doing what I like, and what I feel like doing. also theres like lowkey 3 more hours of miside footage I have to edit so this series is gonna be like 2 more videos I think. but anyways, I know this video wont perform well, but i needed to drop this just for the one year between videos, same day, same game, valentines day, returnal video whateva. I guess time will tell if I can actually do something now. (hopefully not that much time.) -Ruxx :)