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Emerald Demon ft. An Xiao (SynthV Original Song)

The deadly sin of Envy is the painful or resentful awareness of an advantage enjoyed by another, joined with a desire to possess that same advantage. Part one of (probably) eight. Music, tuning, mixing, editing, illustration: marko_c3 aka me An Xiao design, art assistance: ‪@asselinssatan‬ my beloved friend Vocals: An Xiao Background footage: https://freestockfootagearchive.com/ Bandcamp + instrumental (free): TBA #synthesizerv #synthv #synthesizervオリジナル曲 #vocaloid Lyrics: Every day I try I'm trying my best to beat the rest And yet still I keep losing my will Knowing I'll only hurt myself trying to feel fulfilled And it never comes I'm lagging behind, losing my mind Though they say that I'm doing great But we both know it's fate, they'll soon find another thrill The praise that I've been craving only serves to scrutinize It feels so devastating when I'm worthless in their eyes As I watch you blaze ahead of me, it comes as no surprise That when I see that smirk on your face, I'm feeling... Green with envy, jealousy has taken over me Why can't I become just like you now? "Keep up the fight!" Cop out answers like that just ignite The anger bursting from within my heart Unsatisfied, I feel my hate widening the divide Between myself and all surrounding me Pay it no mind! I try to keep my chin up, head held high But the emerald demon lurks behind my eyes It's never enough The hunger will grow out of control And I tried to keep it inside But I know in the end it'll swallow me whole I reach for the stars But they're just too far to even feel If I fly, will my wings open wide Or will I fall to earth before I can become real? I look into the mirror and it makes me feel annoyed I'm left endlessly climbing, trying just to fill the void There's nothing else to say when my hard work just gets destroyed And when I see that smirk on your face, I'm feeling... Green with envy, jealousy has taken over me Why can't I become just like you now? "Keep up the fight!" Cop out answers like that just ignite The anger bursting from within my heart Unsatisfied, I feel my hate widening the divide Between myself and all surrounding me Pay it no mind! I try to keep my chin up, head held high But the emerald demon lurks behind my eyes It's eating away at my sense of self from the inside out now And there's no escape from the emerald demon within my heart! Green with envy, jealousy has taken over me Why can't I become just like you now? "Keep up the fight!" Cop out answers like that just ignite The anger bursting from within my heart Unsatisfied, I feel my hate widening the divide Between myself and all surrounding me Pay it no mind! I try to keep my chin up, head held high But the emerald demon lurks behind my eyes I'm green with envy, jealousy has taken over me Why can't I become just like you now? "Give up the fight!" I hear that voice whispering in my mind The anger bursting from within my heart So unsatisfied, I feel my hate widening the divide Between myself and all surrounding me It lurks inside, I try to keep my chin up, head held high But the emerald demon grips me like a v___