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The Genesis Of Jenny Raven: A Girl Trapped In A Boys Body

So I made a film. About my childhood as a boy, but with the spirit of a girl inside me. I didn't intend to make this little film. It happened by accident. Using AI, I have been making lots of clips for Instagram and TikTok, exploring some of my own personal experiences, fantasies, thoughts, and some from other girls who messaged me. And then I realized. I had made a kind of serialized film about my childhood, told in ten second vignettes. And with a few extra shots, some narration and editing, I would have a short film. And here it is… You can watch it on this page. So how did I do it? The music all came from Envato and it's my voice, feminized using Eleven Labs and the videos were made with Kling. So what is the story? I wanted to explore an area that is rarely discussed. Gender, sexuality, romance and sexual feelings as a young person. I was a romantic child and began having deep feelings of attraction and love for girls at aged five. Five! I also wanted to be Steve Austin from the 'Six Million Dollar Man', and I then fell head over heels in love with Jamie Sommers, 'The Bionic Woman'. I loved her so much it hurt. I was beside myself when she died on the show (even though they brought her back). Side note - I also recall how my family teased me HARD for watching what they considered a show for girls, 'The Bionic Woman'. Of course I masked my feelings about this. So many feelings masked. My attraction to girls and women was so strong, the idea of kind of becoming one was a way to intensify that connection. I began dressing up, got discovered and shamed for it, and then began my parallel fantasy life where I could fully live my life as a girl. It was a VERY powerful dream that I so wanted to make real. Around aged ten, I began having fully sexual feelings, and around eleven I had my first orgasm. Dressed as a girl of course. So what happened to me then? Pretty much nothing. No guidance. No release valve. Nothing. I was left to invent my own sexuality. And that sexuality, very powerfully, manifest in six inch heels and stockings. I wanted to be a girl, and be in love with a girl, and to do naughty things with her while I was also a girl. The idea ate me whole. I share all this now as I am frustrated that even now, sexual guidance for kids is woefully lacking, most of all for those who do not fit narrow identities. I explore this in my new biography, and this post is really part of my ongoing journey of discovery. Anyway. Enjoy the film. If it resonates, I am happy. If it doesn't, that's cool. There are so many shades and colours on the spectrum, there's room for us all. Kisses in heels. JennyX