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LEFT ON READ 3:17 AM — isolation transmission

Silence says more than words ever could. This is what silence sounds like. Lyrics: Hey… I don’t know if this is a bad idea or the only honest one I’ve had tonight. I’m not calling to start anything again. I just needed someone to know I’m not okay. That’s all. (verse 1) I’ve been waking up with a pressure in my chest like something unfinished keeps following me Same nightmares in different clothes, same regret pretending it’s just memory I tell everyone I’m straight so I don’t have to explain the damage But some days surviving feels like a habit I never planned on managing I still flinch when my phone vibrates Like bad news memorized my name I don’t miss you in a romantic way I miss having someone who knew my pain Bottle caps on the counter again Ashtray filling faster than hope I learned how to sit in silence Like it’s safer than saying I’m broke (chorus) Still alive Still numb Still here Barely No peace No plan Cold hands Carry me (verse 2) I loved you with the kind of intensity that comes from being scared of abandonment Not the healthy kind of love they write about, but the kind that’s desperate and frantic I leaned too hard, I know that now But you cutting me down didn’t teach me how to grow You said I needed help like it was an insult Like I didn’t already know Like I wasn’t already fighting myself In ways I never showed I hear my flaws in your voice sometimes Repeating shit I believed Funny how pain sticks around longer When it comes from someone you need I’ve done wrong I don’t excuse I’ve hurt people I regret But I never pretended I was clean I just kept moving through the mess (chorus) Still alive Still numb Still here Barely No peace No plan Cold hands Carry me (breakdown) Heart heavy No rest Same thoughts No breath Low end Press down I don’t break I drown (verse 3) That voicemail almost stayed unsent because part of me hates being this honest But pretending I’m fine has cost me more than being exposed ever could I don’t want sympathy, I don’t want saving I just want the noise in my head to stop explaining I hate how comfort feels temporary And pain feels permanent I hate how I keep surviving things I don’t feel strong enough to consent to But there’s something stubborn in me Something that won’t lay down yet Even when every part of me is tired And done making bets If I disappear from your life completely Don’t rewrite me as a villain or ghost Just know I tried to be better than yesterday Even when yesterday had me by the throat (final chorus) Still alive Still numb Still here Somehow No peace No plan Cold hands Hold now (outro) …message sent.