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I Don't Drink | UniSlam 2020

A massive thank you and credit to Tyrone Lewis and UniSlam for the video. I competed in UniSlam 2020 as a part of the University of Birmingham Team and it was the Best weekend of my life. So much love to the organisers, the other universities and my beautiful team and coach. my links twitter:   / angelaainnes   instagram:   / angelaainnes   UK Helplines Drinkline: 0300 123 1110 National Association for Children of Alcoholics: 0800 358 3456 in my first ever forensics lecture, someone asked our professor what’s the worst crime scene you’ve ever attended? and she changed. from fresher ready smiles. something dark settled in her eyes and she was miles away. [incredulous laugh] never ask me that. the stories i can tell you will be all you can see when you try to sleep. i still dream about the worst scenes. it reminded me of how it feels when someone asks why i dont drink. [laugh] You probably don’t want to know I say at pres, more awkward than angry, arms sticky from the bar in front of me the scenes ive seen, though without blood spatter aren’t something to natter about over a pint. they laugh too, not knowing why the sound is escaping their drink stained lips, thinking they can handle a childhood’s worth of gin. as i order another pint of water. i am my fathers first daughter but i come second to whatever you’re sipping - but never ask an alcoholic’s daughter why she doesn’t drink. Because, you don’t want to know How glass bottles land in bins With all the grace of a brick Thrown through a church window. how dinner made by a drunk doesn’t taste different but the conversation over the table leaves an unholy taste in your mouth. How this addiction plays tricks on your mind. i could’ve sworn the bottle in the fridge was full this morning. and you’ve worn that shirt three days in a row. but how would i know when they all roll into one we’ve already had this conversation twice over coffee you cant keep in the mug because your shakes are so bad. temptation quivering like a preachers hand held over you this will make you feel better this Will make you feel better this will make you feel better if only. the bottom of the glass probably doesnt feel so lonely when you’ve been there long enough I am my father’s first daughter But i came second to whatever he was sipping. But i wont tell you this. I’ll order my pint of water. Laugh. And tonight Dancing with friends, Music blasting, i will remember everything. No one will need regretful instagram stories the next morning, you’ll thank me later when you’re forgetful of keys and which buttons to press on the mcdonalds screens. I wont need my forensics degree To pick the scenes apart later.