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i broke my abstinence and it wasn't worth it

Jamboo everyone, welcome or welcome back to my channel. In today’s video I’m going to be talking about breaking my abstinence and why I decided to do so, but also how it wasn't worth it. I wanted to be honest with ya'll because I'm all about sharing my life since I've been online at such a young age. The reason I made this video is because I wanted other people to understand that yes you made this promise to yourself, but it is not your fault if you fell into the temptation, because lets be real, we're human and we're gonna make mistakes. I think thats the reason I love being human is being able to learn from you mistakes and that's what makes lessons. Ya'll know I'm all about lessons and not repeating the ones that no longer serve me, so I feel like I had to go through this experience in order to make my standards even higher and for that I'm grateful for. If your first reaction is to judge this video, then I would suggest doing some inner healing work on why someone being vulnerable make you want to judge someone. Is it because whenever you've been vulnerable people have judged you so now you project that energy into making others feel bad for the unresolved feelings you have within yourself? (had to be said lmao) Like I said earlier, this is a safe space and within that safe space I'm gonna have to talk about the hard things that I've gone through to show other people it's okay to talk about their feelings. This is kind of a heavy video so just go into it with an open mindset :) Bali content will be coming soon I promise!! I wanted to get this video out because I felt like a hypocrite lying on this channel and that's on thing I'll never be. Anyways, I hope yall enjoyed this video and I'll see you in my next one! Mantras/Affirmations: "You are abundant" x3 "Element of water, hear my call, purify and cleanse my body, mind and soul" (when I'm taking a shower) "Everything you need, you already have. Everything you have is all that you need. Anything you desire, you will receive because your reality is created by you" "I don't chase, I attract, what belongs and aligns with my higher self, will simply find me" "I am so lucky that everything always works out for me" (you create your reality and you have the ability to rewrite your subconscious to project the reality you desire most.) Get to know me :) My name is Reese and I'm currently 20 years old attending the U of MN double majoring in AFRO Studies and History (with a focus in ASL). I love creating content, spirituality, and growing as a person. My channel is going to be based around spirituality, lifestyle and vlogs, and possibly some rants/exposing will be in the cards (relating to the people who run the gov and other things in that sort :) ) With me also double majoring in AFRO studies + History, I'm going to educate people on my channel that would not have known about the info if I didn't say something because we all know how it goes of whitewashing black history, the truth needs to be said. I'm also very passionate about the language ASL, and intend to become an ASL interpreter after I graduate from the U! With that being said, thanks for tuning into my video and I hope you enjoy! If you really like me and wanna see more, click that subscribe button and like the video (only if you want to, we care about consent around here 😎. BUT, it does help with the youtube algorithm :) ) and please comment your thoughts on the video and what I can do better, I’m always down for constructive criticism :) Socials: Instagram: Reese.Ireland (main)   / reese.ireland   Reeses.dumps (fitness)   / reeses.dumps   blessingsss.co (business)   / blessingsss.co   Tiktok: Cr8ckh3ad (main)   / cr8ckh3ad   cappinlikeacorn (spam) https://www.tiktok.com/@cappinglikeac... Equipment: Camera: Canon M100 Editing Software: LumaFusion Music:    • music :)   sub count: 572 (TYSM FOR 500 SUBS!!!!)