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SpaZm - Rip My Heart Out

Welcome To SpaZm Music! Hope you enjoy the madness! Thanks to all who support, always appreciated. SpaZm - Rip My Heart Out [Lyrics] It's time to rip my f*ckin heart out Wonder where I'll start now Ponder my care, will depart the heart loud Loved so much, impaired, lost & not found Ex's in my head, dead connections, yet still possessive Hit the ego hard, fed my misconceptions Still my p*ssy, take my sloppy seconds My god I'm a d*ck, did I learn my lesson? Had thoughts like this on the regular No wonder I was drove so far from her Listened to the pain & let the times turn All this hate and resentment I surely earned Why do we think this way? Become so jealous when we see life at play Turned my head, walked away, over and over, still I blame One with the dead, burn in the dread, lover and hater gone insane Broke through my ego, found my soul Took my pride, lost control Seen all along I was such a fool Had to go back to my mental school Rewired it all, took my heart that was broken in pieces Stitched it back together with the soul's releases I was guided but wouldn't listen, mind kept leavin Was so stubborn, missin the point, kept grievin Pain so bad, I'm still learnin to deal Facin it daily so some day I can heal Mother hurt me, dad's love was concealed Ex's pushed me, yet realize it's what I made real I was meant for it, for when this time would come I could rise up fully, no more fighting for fun Lost in my pride, love I couldn't find, on the run for some feelin but came undone I'd come to my moment, bind the hurt into song, deals the same but this way a new cycle is begun Not dark enough, F*ck all these pieces of sh*t who made life rough Corruption fed through a fake system, ya'll are out of luck Parked in the center, can't do sh*t to me, brains sucked Can't kill me, Can't stop me, Can't compete, believe the end is near, drown em in the flood Mud stained brain, Sane or not, all the same, still show who's really to blame I was bred on rage, the freak train, lost in the wrong lane, lead to a man untamed Open minded enough to read the sacred page, caged in, insane again, can't buy me with fame my friend Attend their funeral just to salute the end, enraged pen, tie em down, the game comin to an end Rip my heart out and stomp on it Dip my part into lies and watch me overcome and rise to the top of it Insist you rip me into the abyss, It's made me unstoppable in this sh*t Persist until you lose grip from your fist, got a list to expose, time to admit Uninstall all the crap, hop skip & a jump from the dirt nap Equipped all needed to snap, chop - flip - contort that trap Spaz on the track, nap, flip back, snort the facts Line after line of wisdom, listen perhaps Reprogram the feed, to give me what I need to proceed & breathe Conceive of ideas beyond comprehension for those to hear when ready, indeed Smoke gram after gram, tension snapped, they see the wound that bleeds Toked into smoke, lost in this land bein reclaimed by the seed Heart still broken, the heart still bleeds but it feeds me the power to rise n be free Lost still tokin, depart the eyes who can't see, each has a path of their own, not all will lead One with the sphinx, even when broken I protect the eastern gate, one part of the breed Son of the real link, not jokin, inject the truth, so the world don't sink, real ones achieve Talk to the lord, The true being of supreme balance of masculine & feminine Guides me to the board, make moves of a true kind, rekindle the balance within Walk with the sword, the bold stand for the war, mended into warriors inside In hidin, waitin for the right time to strike, bored with their fake a** pride Hated that I was abandoned as a child Left me to fend for myself in the wild Several times put on trial The wreckage of life continued to pile Why plan to hurt me so much? Why intend to crush me with every punch? Why lend a hand to push me off the edge? was too much Why bend me into your evil rush? I cared, I dared to walk there, I spared you more than I care to share Drinkin endlessly, drownin in tears, so impaired Scared for my life, lost all that mattered, no one found here Smeared my name, once thought you could be it then the truth appeared So many drugs, feared a real hug, hurt I'd see even when I'd receive love Didn't match above & below, didn't go with the flow then greeted by the white dove Spoke to me, plugged me into the current, soul burnin, thought "what have I done?" Couldn't catch up for awhile, worshipped my pain as they marked me in the file, think i'm gone? "He's too lost", "He's too buried", rose from my grave in a hurry Awoke from my coma, facin my trauma, learnin for the real diploma, so sorry The aroma of truth, tracin the OM sound now, lost but now found, finishin the story At what cost did you rip apart my heart? Now you've awakened the one that'll face you, real glory #Heart #Music #NewSongs