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You are everything // Your love

I love you like one loves the forbidden, knowing I shouldn't, and doing it anyway. My love for you doesn't breathe, it beats and tears at my chest. It doesn't ask for space, there are no limits, it recognizes no barriers of blood or bone, of laws or excesses. I think of you until I erode you, until I wear you down in my head, like a repeated word that no longer means anything, but can't stop saying because, like a virus, it embedded itself in my brain. I don't want to be with you. I want to stay in you. To be that strange pressure in the chest that doesn't hurt, but also doesn't let me live. When you smile, something in me breaks on purpose because it hurts how much I love you. When you go away, everything in me organizes itself, agonizing for your return. My love isn't care, it's insistence. It's not tenderness, it's obsessive fixation. It's not warmth, it's a sustained and lethal fever. I love you with a love that doesn't improve anyone, that doesn't build, that doesn't heal. A love that resembles a bloody war more than peace. If you took me out of your life, there would remain a void that couldn't be filled, the mark, the feeling that something is still there even though it's gone, because without you I don't exist. I'm just a waste. An echo. And you are a trace impossible to erase. Luisa, I don't wish you free. I wish you bound. I want you to think of me without meaning to, to dream of me without permission, to remember me like you remember a song that ruined other songs. I don't love you forever. I love you too much. And that's worse.