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Breaking Inside (A Song for My Mom)

This song is dedicated to my beautiful Mom, who passed away from one of the most deadliest brain tumors a person can get. This song comes straight from my heart and from years of grief that never fully goes away. She passed away on December 19th, just 14 days after her 76th birthday. One day she took a fall, and her foot was turned sideways. She thought it was straight, but something just was not right. Even though she believed she was fine, I could tell something was wrong. To be safe, we took her to the hospital. The doctors decided to do a CAT scan on her head, just to rule things out. That scan changed our lives forever. They found a brain tumor the size of an orange. We had no idea it was there. There were no clear symptoms. She had been taking pain medication for other health problems, and we believe it masked the warning signs. We never imagined something like this was happening inside her head. Everything went from normal to overwhelming in a matter of hours. She was life-flighted to a larger medical facility that could handle such a serious surgery. The doctors were able to remove most of the tumor, but they could not get all of it. During the surgery, she suffered a stroke. From that moment on, her life, and mine, were never the same. Watching someone you love go through something like that is something that never leaves you. She lived only four months after the surgery. Those months were filled with hospitals, rehab centers, chemo, radiation, hope, fear, prayer, and exhaustion. She fought so hard. Even after everything she had already been through, she kept going. Unfortunately, the terrible tumor came back, and this time it came back with six tumors. No matter how much strength or faith you have, there are moments when it feels unbearable. She had to stay in a rehab center, and she eventually passed away there because of the tumor. She died on December 19th at 9:14 in the evening. Losing her felt like losing part of myself. Even now, seven years later, it still feels unreal at times. Grief does not have a timeline. It changes, but it never truly leaves. This song was written from that place. From waking up every day and breaking inside a little more. From missing her voice, her smile, her guidance, and her love. From wondering how to keep going when the person who loved you the most is no longer here. From faith that tells me she is no longer in pain, even when my heart still aches. My Mom was the most wonderful and kindest person you would ever want to know. She never pushed me aside. She loved deeply and unconditionally. This song is not just about loss, it is about love that never fades, even after death. If you are grieving the loss of your mother, a parent, or someone you love deeply, you are not alone. I hope this song gives you comfort, understanding, and a place to let your emotions breathe. Thank you for taking the time to listen, to remember, and to feel.