GRENADE LAUNCHER скачать в хорошем качестве

GRENADE LAUNCHER

#aiassisted #aiwithangerissues #aiwithsoul #emotionalai #humanlikeai #dethlordai #suno #sunopowered #newmusic #nowplaying #dethlord #idkwtfimdoing GRENADE LAUNCHER my head doesn’t think it convulses ideas slam into each other like they’re angry for being born fuck order fuck sequence everything arrives at the same second and demands priority bitch, my patience disintegrated years ago what’s left is reaction I don’t simmer I rupture one bad thought sets off six more they don’t line up they pile logic gets trampled by impulse wearing boots three sizes too big I feel it in my spine that wrong pressure that means something’s about to give and it’s not negotiable fuck coping that’s a fairytale told by calmer people my mind thrashes like it’s trying to escape itself tearing at the walls from the inside nothing cools down nothing settles everything vibrates until it collapses bitch, restraint shows up late with excuses and leaves early I don’t escalate I detonate all at once every time thoughts explode outward not toward targets toward everything consequences scatter before I can count them memory fills in the blanks after the damage I don’t feel strong I feel emptied like I finally vomited something poisonous then it grows back faster meaner fuck reflection fuck hindsight fuck the idea that this teaches me anything my head reloads itself with unfinished rage and unresolved noise I become the malfunction the release the mess nobody wants to clean grenade launcher isn’t a thing I hold it’s the way my brain throws itself through the day over and over and over until nothing’s left but exhaustion and the knowledge this cycle doesn’t end it waits