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KNOWING IF I WANT TO YET

#indiefolk #experimentalmusic #emotionalmusic A song for the part of you that knows, and the part that hasn’t caught up yet. Available on all streaming platforms soon: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/rat... Lyrics I don’t see you at all now I don’t know what to trust anymore But my body still keeps a place That doesn’t know you’re gone My mind knows the truth already Knows you’re not coming back But there’s a part of me that moves As if the world forgot the rules I still feel you in the habit Of the way I move through days But I’m done asking the future To give me what it won’t make I know I’ll never be with you Not in this life not any way I’m learning how to heal without Knowing if I want to yet I watch that part of me more closely now I don’t tell it what’s not true I let it keep a little light So it doesn’t starve at all I don’t promise it you’ll return I don’t teach it to forget I just make sure it has enough To stay alive here in my chest I never said it all outright But I didn’t hide it well I thought what I was giving you Was clear enough to tell When nothing came back after I felt myself disappear I almost stopped feeding it Let days go by without me I didn’t save myself I just didn’t leave I know I’ll never be with you Not in this life not any way I’m learning how to heal without Knowing if I want to yet I know I’ll never be with you Not in this life not any way I’m learning how to heal without Letting who I was fade away 🌻