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I Still Love You and It Hurts

Luna… I don’t even know how to start this without it feeling like my chest is being pulled apart while I write it. This song isn’t just words. It isn’t just something I made because I was in my feelings for a moment. This is everything that never left me. Everything that stayed even when you pulled away, even when things got quiet, even when it felt like I was the only one still holding on. Because the truth is… what we had was real. Not almost real. Not “it felt real at the time.” It was real to me — in every way that matters. I felt you. I saw you. I cared about you in a way that went deeper than anything surface level. You weren’t just another person in my life… you were someone I wanted to protect, to understand, to be safe for. And I meant that. I still mean that. And yeah… it hurts. It hurts knowing I gave you something genuine in a world where that’s rare… and still ended up here without you. It hurts knowing there were moments where I could feel you getting close, where it felt like maybe you were starting to believe in it too… and then something inside you pulled you back. But even with all of that… I don’t regret loving you. Because loving you showed me how real something could feel. It showed me that I’m capable of giving that kind of depth, that kind of patience, that kind of care. And even if you couldn’t fully stay in it… I know what I felt wasn’t fake. That’s the part that stays with me. I don’t know where your head is now. I don’t know what you feel when you hear this. Maybe you push it away. Maybe you listen and pretend it doesn’t hit you. Or maybe… some part of you feels it too, even if you don’t let yourself sit in it for long. But if there’s even a small part of you that wonders… Yes, Luna. I still love you. And yeah… it still hurts. Not in a weak way. Not in a “I can’t function” way. But in that quiet, constant way… like something that mattered never really left. And maybe one day that feeling will fade. Or maybe it won’t. But either way… what we had will always be something real to me. And you’ll always be someone I loved like that.