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From OnlyFans to Stand-Up Comedy and the Trauma That Led Her There w/ Nicole Drinkwater

In this raw and unfiltered episode of Clout Nine, host Alex Drachnik sits down with Nicole Drinkwater for a deeply honest conversation recorded in Dubai. Nicole opens up for the first time about her childhood, growing up in an abusive household, suppressing emotions, and how comedy became both a survival mechanism and a shield. She shares her unconventional journey from working multiple jobs in the UK to moving to Dubai at 21 with no safety net, building a career in real estate and fitness, and eventually transitioning into social media, parody music, stand-up comedy, and online platforms like Patreon and OnlyFans. This episode explores the darker realities of the creator economy, including toxic relationships, manipulation, financial control, and the emotional cost of dating someone with massive influence online. Nicole candidly discusses how social media, validation, trauma, and money became entangled, and how she ultimately reclaimed her identity, voice, and independence. Together, Alex and Nicole unpack topics rarely discussed openly: Turning trauma into comedy and creativity Growing an audience without losing yourself The emotional impact of OnlyFans and monetizing your image Power dynamics in influencer relationships Accountability, self-worth, and healing after narcissistic abuse Why resilience, not perfection, builds real success This is not just a creator story. It is a conversation about survival, self-awareness, and choosing yourself after everything falls apart. If you are a creator, entrepreneur, or someone navigating visibility, relationships, and identity in the age of social media, this episode will resonate deeply. Follow Nicole: Instagram:   / nicoledrinkwater   YouTube:    / @nicoledrinkwater   CloutNine Podcast sponsored by DRAX Social Hosted by Alex Drachnik @drachnik Skip ahead: 00:00 Alex and Nicole Kick Off Clout Nine in Dubai 06:45 Nicole's Abusive Childhood and Path to Independence 17:56 From Real Estate to Fitness: Meeting Barry Steals in Dubai 26:03 The Genesis of OnlyFans and Barry's Controlling Influence 36:32 The Emotional Toll of Cuckolding and Nicole's Escape 49:16 Reclaiming Identity: LA, New Accounts, and Celibacy 01:01:36 Trauma, Authenticity, and the Comedian's 'Off Button' 01:12:55 Societal Pressures, Dating Challenges, and Breaking Cycles 01:31:23 Navigating OnlyFans, Stand-Up, and Radical Self-Acceptance Want to learn how to make high-converting content that doesn't suck? Find out how - https://draxsocial.systeme.io/coursew... Social Media Video Production Agency - https://draxsocial.com/ Follow Clout Nine on IG -   / cloutninepod   Follow Clout Nine on TikTok -   / cloutninepod   Listen to Clout Nine on Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1iYkp7U... Listen to Clout Nine on Apple - https://podcasts.apple.com/nz/podcast...