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Raw TDM VOD | Ascendant 3

An average day. Missing some, hitting some, but reflecting and improving. This was when I placed platinum and ranked up to ascendant in a week. This VOD isn't my main issue, it's just here so people can give tips, because there's always room for improvement. My main issue is the 'moods' that I get. Since being in one, I've since plummeted from asc3 90rr to asc2 0rr after being on a huge winstreak and sitting one game off reaching immortal. These moods put me in a state of mania where I'm impulsive, unpredictable and extremely dissociated. They affect my every day life and gaming journey significantly, but lets skip the real life details as I just want to put this here so I can improve in Valorant and finally hit immortal. I've tried breaks but come back worse. I play so bad that if I showed you a VOD of my gameplay in a mood vs the one you're watching here, you wouldn't even believe its me playing. I move like a brick and have an insanely slowed reaction time, as well as aim so bad that I miss quite literally every shot. Unfortunately, I didn't record any videos of me in this mood as I had a lot going on, but you can trust me when I say it's very very bad. My tracker is usually 18-30 kills per game, but in this mood it becomes 5-12. My gameplay looks worse than my tracker does when I get into a mood, and my gameplay looks better than my tracker does when I'm normal. I've had these moods for as long as I can remember and they also affect me on other games, such as Fortnite. This was also a big issue there when I was playing competitively and making money, as it held me back immensely. I know this is something I should be talking to a doctor about, but where I live there's limited resources and a miniscule amount of options available, so that's not entirely possible for me, at least not right now. My Discord is misryval if you're interested in helping!