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A Father at Fault - Rap - Variant 03

IMPORTANT! Music created with Suno AI. Lyrics written with the help of ChatGPT. Lyrics: I walk inside my head like a narrow street, Every thought echoes, every wall repeats defeat. I tried to build a solid home, a safe place, But most days I feel like the storm they face. My son thinks I only see mistakes, That I ignore his wins, the little steps he takes. I want to lift him up but I drag him down once more, Like I’m searching in him what I lost before. I’m scared I’m the one who breaks, not unites, The one who shatters instead of makes it right. And every time their eyes meet my rage, I see fear, I see hate, I see my own cage. My daughter looks away — I can see her shake, Her smiles fade, and it’s my fault they break. My woman seeks warmth among the rest, While I stay locked in, trapped in my chest. Even the dog feels my nerves on the walk, While she just waits for freedom’s small talk. I regret my choices, the years gone astray, I could’ve built more — but I chose to stay. I want to give them strength to move ahead, But I’m the weight pressing down instead. And in the silence of my sleepless nights, I wonder if they’d live better out of my sight. I think of my father, all I swore to change, Thought I’d be better — but I built new chains. Wanted to be a guide, a model, a name, But I became the wall between them and the flame. I threw my failures on their fragile frames, Hoping they’d become what I couldn’t claim. And every week I dig deeper the scar, Between their esteem and the words that mar. And yet — I love them beyond measure, Maybe that’s what makes my fall much heavier. I want to protect them from a world that devours, But I’m the one who hurts them — hour after hour. So I drown in thoughts too dark to bear, Wondering if absence would bring repair. But I know that leaving would brand their hearts, A deeper wound than my violent parts. So I stay — broken, unsteady, Hoping one day I’ll learn a language ready. Sometimes reason reclaims the chaos inside, I see I can give more than what I hide. The dark’s never far — it waits in the shade, But sometimes a breath of clarity cuts through the blade. I know nothing’s won, that all can fall apart, But I’ll stand for them — with my fractured heart.