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https://genius.com/Daniel-jordan-ever... I went through boxes of shit and threw out all of my photo albums Cause memories im no longer a part of became the outcome Pictures of people in my past Who either tore my heart apart or started friendships that didn't last I didn't ask for any of this emptiness And broken promises and false confidence ever since we kissed From the ex one to the next one Im left a mess from the vortex that I receive checks from And you can purchase my pain for an ornament And a click of the button buys you the things that im hoarded with And maybe you could relate and feel the same too? But my job's to make you feel my pain, so I blame you As an emotional wreck I gain acceptance With altered perceptions, the very essence of false friendships Cause to them im just a character You're doomed to be the elephant in the room when everybody stares at ya But you don't care about my real feelings Im left with sores from whores, behind closed doors, under hotel ceilings My whole life I thought thirty was old And now my elders call me peer, and all my peers are grown And this is all the shit im dealing with I stopped getting carded at the store, but still I feel like a kid I try my best to blend in but I couldn't conform Cause everybody's been defeated since the day they were born Dig it... Its real life! Everybody's been defeated since the day they were born Everybody's been defeated since the day they were born Everybody's been defeated since the day they were born Everybody's been defeated since the day they were born My fascination of past relations fill my imagination; And how you eject a peice of your soul during ejaculation A constant battle of sex versus masturbation; How one invests emotion, the other promotes procrastination I took a detour on the path of righteousness Living reckless, shit im even driving while im writing this Cause on the road you got time to think My mind's a machine gun on a lined sheet combined with ink With a pain I can't describe, im feeling trapped inside This personal prison with all the things that im prescribed Shit, remember the time that you made me breakfast? Now you're on the checklist of exes I had sex with A broken nexus, you stole my soul with a french kiss So fuck a text bitch, and by the way I broke your necklace I haven't thought about you or talked about you in a minute The days turn into years and not one of us benefitted And spite could last lifetimes and none of us win We expected too much of each other, shit we're supposed to be friends And time passed by and now we're both aging You died in my heart, but the memories are still remaining You're just a reflection of all my childhood pain Sittin on the porch waiting for my father who never came I created a fantasy world that he was always present in; And taught me how to be a man so I don't feel feminine Im ashamed of all the feelings inside I kept hid I was forced to be the man of the house, I was never a kid But fuck it, I don't need a sympathy buddy Im just digging up the past like a psychological study Im waiting for the miracle to come You know, the grand finale These doctors got these drugs living my life without me Like im a passenger in my own life, im not steering Theres too many things about the world that im fearing; Like im a prisoner in my own brain Im in it alone, I was born alone and things won't change Jealousy fills me when I see the things I never had Maybe some self esteem and a happy home with a mom and dad My mom never wanted anything for too long As a child she loved me but when I was grown I had to get gone And though my life is torn, I got no time to mourn Cause everybody's been defeated since the day they were born Yeah... And everybody's been defeated since the day they were born And everybody's been defeated And though my life is torn, I got no time to mourn Cause everybody's been defeated since the day they were born And though my life is torn, I got no time to mourn Cause everybody's been defeated since the day they were born