Avian and Loaded - In The Shade (Gethsemane III) скачать в хорошем качестве

Avian and Loaded - In The Shade (Gethsemane III)

Lyrics and prompts written by Avian and Loaded, a human being. Music and vocals produced with Suno AI tools. --- [Verse 1] "You needed me," Said my old enemy I didn't reply "Surely that, you can see," He insisted I measured his words Without speaking My hands at my side Not clenched Not fisted [Verse 2] We sat, three feet apart On the old marble bench Where long ago a girl Had broken my heart My defenses were down now I was willing to listen My old enemy had offered A new kind of treaty A chance to negotiate Could I trust him completely? [Chorus] You needed me he said And he was correct No need for me To admit it aloud To interject I'd known it for a while As my soul was on trial My rage and my terror Maladaptive behavior Now just A forgivable error Once the walls were erected I didn't know They could be corrected A life long defense No longer needed so much A softer tone A lighter touch [Verse 3] "I am hearing what you say," I said...to my oldest enemy Finally seeing him For who and what he was A broken, old part of me and My damaged history "Will you leave me behind?" He asked very quietly "I am grateful for you," I responded Kindly Not violently [Bridge] Angry outbursts, fear, alarm All of this Caused so much harm A lifetime of pain In my mis-wired brain Ancient strategies Buried in my broken Histories [Chorus] "You needed me he said," Again "Yes," I said "I remember when" He looked away As we sat on that bench "I don't hate you," I told him He never flinched He was correct The boy I was Need him because He couldn't cope He had no hope No one to talk to No one to love Then no one could climb over The walls up above No need to say it To admit it aloud But I did anyway Unbroken, unbowed To my enemy I said "I'm so grateful, today." [Final Verse] I don't think we're splitting up I wouldn't know where to start But we have to learn to live Together In one mind With one heart The walls he built Now slowly dismantled Brick by brick It's all I can handle Memory, and reflection And letting go Are hard to do It's painful to grow No need for fear No need to cause harm Healing takes time And some scars never fade It's like sitting on an old marble bench Under a great old tree... Feeling present, feeling whole In the quiet... In the shade