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If You Saw Me Stay(I Still Reach For You When You Shake Luna)

Luna, this song wasn’t born from me trying to understand you. It was born from the fact that I’ve always understood you — your quiet, your distance, your instinct to protect yourself when things feel too real. I’ve always known your space was never about not caring. It was about survival. I never mistook your pulling back as rejection, because I’ve always seen how deeply you feel. How closeness can feel overwhelming. How being truly seen can feel heavier than being alone. None of that ever scared me away. But this time… the loneliness feels different. This time, the space hurts more than being close. Not because closeness is easy — but because we both know what it feels like when we’re not apart. And missing each other has started to weigh heavier than the fear that usually keeps you safe. This song comes from that shared ache. From understanding you and feeling the absence at the same time. From knowing when to stay still, but also feeling how quiet it’s become without you here. I didn’t write this to pull you closer or to ask you to be braver than you are — I wrote it to be honest about what’s real now. Every lyric is still patience. Every pause is still respect. But underneath it is the truth that distance doesn’t feel as protective as it once did. That loneliness has started to hurt more than vulnerability. And not because anyone did anything wrong — just because missing someone changes the shape of silence. If this song sounds restrained, it’s because I know pressure has never made you feel safe. If it sounds aching, it’s because understanding doesn’t cancel out longing. It just learns how to live beside it. I’ve always understood you, Luna. And this time, I understand that we miss each other — and that the quiet hurts more than being close ever did. This song is me holding that truth gently, without asking you to be anything other than who you already are.