Day 2: Holding still and checking out my old sketchbook... A bit emotional скачать в хорошем качестве

Day 2: Holding still and checking out my old sketchbook... A bit emotional

I still yearn for him the way a man could yearn. My emotion in a day is really up and down. It was really good and then boom. Down. Well that's because I'm a human. I feel. I think. I love. I remember. He actually contact me today. Checking on me. Probably he won't be able to from now on. Because he'll be at work from now on. I'll be sad. He used to text me when he is at work. I'll pray for him so he won't be too stressed at work. Ah... about me. Yes. I checked my sketch book and did read some journal about us. Show some of my drawing. Then 11pm I did what. Correct. Yearn. My heart felt heavy, I miss him. Then at 6pm? Correct. I am now down low. I suddenly think of maybe's and possibilities to reach out to beg again (but I didn't). I tried to distract myself. Continue to watch the "Eternity" then he message me about how am I doing. #becomingmyself #choosingme #emotionalawareness #feelingmyfeelings #healingera #heartbroken #Backtodayzero #brokenocontact #brokenheartstatus