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losing my religion

"Oh, no I've said too much. I haven't said enough" song: covered by "byangic" on soundcloud SUBTITLES AVAILABLE ------------------------------------ I cannot believe I vidded this. I can count on one hand the number of films edits on my channel. I rarely vid films, partly because I'm not as inspired by them as I am by tv shows, and partly because I find them harder to work with for some reason. (?) But whoops, here we are. I'm pretty unsure about this video. As I said, I'm a bit rusty with vidding films and I think it shows. Nevertheless, I gave it a try because why the hell not. As much as I love very shipp-y (is that an adjective) videos that focus exclusively on shared moments, dialogues ect, I appreciate it even more when a ship video manages to include some degree of character study. Something that shows who person x is, individually, & not just the way they combine with person y So that's what I tried to do here. Incorporating a bit of Charles' and Erik's widely different worldviews and values, as influenced by their opposite upbringings & life experiences. All of which, of course, play a great part in how they interact, how they come together over the years only to clash and part ways (sigh). verse 1 is more from Erik's pov, verse 2 is mainly Charles', but lmao it's so difficult to adapt the lyrics to one perspective alone, I tried my best. --------------------------------------- Okay, I know some people hate having videos/texts/poetry ect. explained to them, and I'm all about open interpretation myself (where's THE FUN, otherwise), but I do love to explain/explore the creative process behind something. I cannot shut the hell up The reason I included Erik's family (mainly the kid) is because that portion of his life - a quiet secluded peaceful life - was somehow Charles' ⁓ dream for him. When he told Erik there was more to him than just pain, that was exactly what he meant. That's Erik "trying" ... and then, of course, losing everything. Again (and damn if that scene in the woods in Apocalypse didn't match the beach scene in FC. Honestly. Erik's loved ones taken down by stray bullets/arrows. why is this cruelty necessary, smh) So on one hand, you've got Erik raging and closing himself off. And on the other hand, Charles reaching out to him times and again in a way that only his telepathy and the empathy that comes with it can allow. It's a pretty painful combination, Charles being the person who gets Erik the most and yet never in the position to side with Erik's views or support his choices. It's that thin line between understanding someone's motives, and agreeing with their methods. & that's why Erik doesn't stay. The gap between them is too great. Charles might use everything in his power trying to get to Erik (everything BUT forcing Erik to stay against his will, not when Erik has spent so much of his life being held against his will) but ultimately Charles' efforts are 'not enough' as the song goes. But then again, when memories of the good old times with your pal flood your brain, make you cry and stop you from committing mass murder on a global scale, well ... That must count for something.