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Fenghao, Baller - Wannabe New

[Intro] Yeah I been tryna shed this old self Like a jacket in July Look [Verse 1: Fenghao] Same block Same cracked stoop Same hand-me-down hurt In a hand-me-down suit Mama say “boy, you a blessing” I feel like a bill that’s due Prayin’ for a past I never had Tryna pass through, brand-new Caught my face in a bus-stop glass Saw my father’s shade in the frame, I flinch Whole life in a hand-sized square Scroll scars, can’t scroll out the itch I been runnin’ from my own reflection Like it owe me rent and I’m short this month If I burn this script I was born into What’s left? Just ash on my tongue [Chorus: Fenghao] I just wanna feel brand new Fresh page, clean shoes Walkin’ like the rain came through Washed off all the old residue I just wanna feel brand new Same name, same view But I’m searchin’ for a different truth Tell me, can I ever break through? [Verse 2: Young Z] They say “stand on what you come from” What if what I come from crumbled? What if every story that they wrote on my skin Was a lie that learned how to mumble? Uncles in the kitchen with the card game Dreams folded up in the ashtray Told me “boy, be proud of your pain” I been wonderin’ how that cash pay Is it wrong that I want more colors? Not just red from the rage and blue from the lights Wanna laugh like my lungs don’t know How grief tastes In the middle of the night If I cut my hair, change my slang Would my shadows still call me by name? If my heart don’t fit in the frame they gave Do I break the frame Or do I change? [Chorus: Fenghao] I just wanna feel brand new Fresh page, clean shoes Walkin’ like the rain came through Washed off all the old residue I just wanna feel brand new Same face, same view But I’m reachin’ for a different truth Tell me, can I ever break through? [Bridge: Fenghao] (Yeah) What if “better” ain’t brighter? What if healing look quiet, not hype? What if I forgive the boy I was And he forgive me back on sight? (on sight) If the past keep callin’ my number I might let it ring till it dies I ain’t runnin’ from where I came from I’m just learnin’ how to arrive [Chorus: Fenghao] I just wanna feel brand new Fresh page, clean shoes Walkin’ like the rain came through Washed off all the old residue I just wanna feel brand new Same soul, re-viewed If I’m stuck with this old tattoo I’ma trace it till it spells “brand new”