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MOHADEBE Leave It In The Rearview

LYRICS: Engine humming under my doubts All my demons at the house Hands shaking on the wheel Heart saying, “chill, just chill” Pulled up on that block last week Same porch, same rust on the gate, same squeak Had the plan in my head like a movie Every frame full of fire, full of fury Names on a list in my phone Every one of them carved in stone Mama text, “baby, breathe, don’t do it” Thumb hovered on call, I knew it I could paint the curb with my hurt I could wear his pain like a shirt But that stain never wash, it spread Turn my life into what I dread So I sat there, motor idling, mind spinning Saw my face in the glass, I was thinning Like, if I win this war, what I winning? Echo in my chest kept ringing So I leave it in the rearview All the blood, all the blame that I been through Every road sign screaming, “go prove you” I just let the dark fade Let the dark fade I’m driving from the fire I was born to All the rage, all the weight that I clung to I don’t gotta be the pain that I live through I just let the past stay Let the past stay (yeah) Hit the gas, felt the pull on my chest Like the whole hood hung on my neck Mad at myself ‘cause I wanted that flex Wanted him to feel every scar, every text But I seen too many kids at a gravesite Grown men stuck in the same fight Uncles telling stories like they brave, right? Then they cry in the dark on the same night I ain’t tryna be the next one stuck Tattooed tears and a lifetime cuffed Judge look down like I’m just one of them While my whole clan crumble in the front of him So I talk to myself at the light “Do you really wanna trade your life?” I could turn left, disappear in the night Or turn right, go rewrite my right So I leave it in the rearview All the blood, all the blame that I been through Every road sign screaming, “go prove you” I just let the dark fade Let the dark fade I’m driving from the fire I was born to All the rage, all the weight that I clung to I don’t gotta be the pain that I live through I just let the past stay Let the past stay (let it stay) Revenge in my mouth like a bad taste (ugh) Spit it out, let it fall, that’s grace I been running in a circle, same chase Now I’m aiming at a whole new place I ain’t saying that I ever forget But I’m done letting anger cut the check If I gotta choose me or my wreck I’mma choose me, I’mma choose respect (yeah) So I leave it in the rearview All the blood, all the blame that I been through Every road sign screaming, “go prove you” I just let the dark fade Let the dark fade (fade out) I’m driving from the fire I was born to All the rage, all the weight that I clung to I don’t gotta be the pain that I live through I just let the past stay Let the past stay [Outro] Streetlights stretching, long and thin I don’t turn around, I just breathe in Maybe freedom is a simple choice Thinking it through, then lowering my voice