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After It Ends

~ Lyrics ~ I woke up in the wreckage, lungs full of smoke and pain Hands shaking, heart racing, standing in the rain Every bone was screaming, every step felt wrong But I told myself I had to live, I had to stay strong I promised I would make it, promised I’d endure There had to be a reason, something worth fighting for So I stitched my soul together, turned suffering into drive And every single day I said, “Just stay alive.” When the darkness tried to claim me When quitting felt easier than breath I held onto one single purpose And chose survival over death I’m still alive, I’m still standing Still refusing to give in Every scar tells a story Of a war that I still win I’ve been broken, I’ve been burning But I rise every time I stayed alive for something greater And I swear it kept me alive I fought through endless battles, through silence and fear Carrying heavy memories year after year I told myself the struggle meant something in the end That every loss was worth it, every wound would mend But slowly doubt crept in, like a crack in the glass I started seeing clearly what I couldn’t in the past I bled for the mission, suffered through the fight While the reason I endured just faded out of sight I gave everything to survive But something felt hollow inside The victory tasted empty And the meaning started to die I’m still alive, still breathing Still acting like I’m okay But I tore myself apart inside While the purpose slipped away I stayed alive through endless nightmares Told myself the pain was right But I’m starting to wonder If I’ve been wrong this whole time I survived for a promise That never spoke my name I sacrificed my peace For a distant, fading flame I won every battle But lost something inside I thought I was chasing victory Now I don’t know why I didn’t live for comfort I didn’t live for fame I lived for a reason I can’t even name I’m still alive, but I’m not free Still standing, but chained to me I conquered enemies, survived the war But now I’m trapped behind my own door I thought I was fighting for a future Thought the goal was something pure But the thing I forced myself to live for Was never a person… It was freedom. And now my mind Is the prison I survived to endure.