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Halfway to leaving

A raw glimpse into the push-and-pull of love, fear, and self-preservation. 'Halfway to Leaving' captures the struggle of wanting closeness while fearing it, inspired by disorganized attachment. A song for anyone who's ever loved with one foot out the door. Lyrics: [Verse 1] You say “I’m here” I flinch Then lean One foot in your hallway One foot already leaving You pour your heart I check my phone I want your arms around me Then I just want to go [Chorus] I’m always halfway to leaving Even when I’m holding you close Beg you to stay Then I’m freezing Hide in the dark of my own Push you away Then I need you How could I hurt you the most? I’m always halfway to leaving Terrified you’ll go first [Verse 2] You cook for two I lose my breath From how much that small kindness Feels like a heavy debt You call me “home” My chest caves in How can I trust a promise When doors slam in my head? [Chorus] I’m always halfway to leaving Even when I’m holding you close Beg you to stay Then I’m freezing Hide in the dark of my own Push you away Then I need you How could I hurt you the most? I’m always halfway to leaving Terrified you’ll go first [Bridge] I learned to pack my bags in silence Sleep with one eye on the door Now every time you say you love me I’m counting exits on the floor Could you ever love a fault line? (oh) Could you stand and let me shake? I want to trust the ground I stand on But it keeps giving way [Chorus] I’m always halfway to leaving Even when I’m holding you close Beg you to stay Then I’m freezing Hide in the dark of my own Pull you too near Then I bleed you Just to see if you’re a ghost I’m always halfway to leaving Terrified you’ll go first