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This morning I found something I had written over a year ago on a small pink index card. I wrote it in secret. Just for me. Because at the time, even having a private thought felt like a risk. He won’t allow me that. I sat with those words for a long time this morning. Five words that tell you everything about what that season of my life was like. I couldn’t even think privately. I couldn’t process my own feelings without fear of him finding out, questioning me, turning it against me. I had surrendered even the inside of my own mind. And then I picked up my journal — the one I write in freely now, the one nobody reads over my shoulder — and I wrote this: Over a year apart. The same pen. A completely different woman.