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Still Breathing - Gwendal Rérat

[Verse 1 — restrained, fragile] I learned how to smile without meaning it how to nod while my chest caves in how to answer “I’m good” automatically like it’s muscle memory, not honesty They say time heals, but time just moves it doesn’t stay when you’re stuck in the room with the thoughts that circle like vultures above picking at hope, picking at love I grew up fast but I didn’t grow strong I just learned how to last when things went wrong Every win felt borrowed, every calm felt fake Every good thing felt like something I’d break I watched people leave without saying a word Started believing silence hurts more than the worst I carry things I never speak aloud ’Cause the moment I do, I fall apart now I wanted answers, I got questions instead Wanted peace, got noise in my head I don’t feel empty — I feel too full Like a glass that’s cracking but still gets pulled [Pre-Chorus — tension rising] And I don’t know how long I can hold this together If strength means surviving, I’m tired forever ⸻ [Chorus — BIG, emotional, high notes] I’M STILL BREATHING BUT I DON’T FEEL ALIVE I’M STILL STANDING BUT I’M BURIED INSIDE I SCREAM FOR HELP BUT IT ECHOES BACK LIKE I’M TALKING TO WALLS THAT NEVER CRACK I’M STILL HERE, YEAH BUT I’M LOSING THE FIGHT IF THIS IS LIVING WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE I’M DYING INSIDE? ⸻ [Verse 2 — deeper, more raw] I tried to fix myself with discipline with goals, with plans, with medicine But no one tells you when you heal some scars don’t fade — they learn to kneel I’m scared of love ’cause I’ve seen it fail Scared to trust what looks so real I give my heart like it’s disposable Then wonder why I feel replaceable I compare my life to everybody else Like I’m falling behind on a race I never felt I see potential, then watch it rot ’Cause fear talks louder than the shots I’ve got I don’t hate myself — I’m disappointed ’Cause I know what I could be if I wasn’t poisoned By doubt, by pressure, by needing proof That I deserve space in the same damn room Some nights I pray, some nights I don’t Some nights I beg, some nights I choke On words I wish I had the nerve to say But I swallow them just to see another day [Pre-Chorus — more intensity] If pain is a teacher, I learned too much If this is strength, it costs too much ⸻ [Chorus — BIGGER, more desperation] I’M STILL BREATHING BUT I DON’T FEEL ALIVE I’M STILL STANDING WITH A FRACTURED SPINE I CALL THIS SURVIVAL BUT IT FEELS LIKE A LIE ’CAUSE I’M HERE IN THE MIRROR AND I DON’T RECOGNIZE I’M STILL HERE, YEAH BUT I’M LOSING THE FIGHT IF THIS IS LIVING WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE I’M DYING INSIDE? ⸻ [Bridge — quiet, then explosive] Tell me when it gets easier Tell me when it stops hurting Tell me why I give everything And still feel like a burden I didn’t choose this weight I didn’t ask for this mind But I carry it daily Like it’s sentenced me for life (beat drops out) If I disappear, would anyone notice? Or would they just say “he was focused”? (beat SLAMS back in) ⸻ [Final Chorus — highest intensity, repeated] I’M STILL BREATHING BUT I DON’T FEEL ALIVE I’M STILL SCREAMING FROM THE INSIDE I HELD ON LONGER THAN ANYONE KNOWS I FOUGHT IN THE DARK WITH NO LIGHT TO HOLD I’M STILL HERE EVEN IF IT HURTS TO STAY BUT IF THIS IS LIFE WHY DOES IT FEEL THIS WAY? WHY DOES IT FEEL THIS WAY? WHY DOES IT FEEL THIS WAY?