BODY(I'm too fat) SHORT FILM Lose some weight. скачать в хорошем качестве

BODY(I'm too fat) SHORT FILM Lose some weight.

Imagine a world where you don't have to worry about the way you look. Imagine having to wake up every day feeling like you're the most beautiful creature in the world. I used to be a happy girl, and I did the things happy people do. But then, we are living in a judgmental society and I am a victim. When I was a child, I felt more confident than the person I am today. Because as a child, we process information differently. I knew nothing about being too fat, or too slim. I couldn't tell who is beautiful and who is considered ugly. But now, I think I'm ugly  I'm too fat. Well, at least that's what everyone thinks. My clothes won't fit anymore and I am too lazy to work out. so I find solace in numerous slim teas. A remedy that never works. Have you heard of social media, well that's where I get all my inspiration from? It's the first thing I run to every morning. I am devoted like it's a religion. I check out all the perfect models. I am living their lives in my head while I drown in mine. I have spent years trying to be like them. To have their skin, perfect hourglass figure, pretty eyes, sparkling white teeth. Well if you ask me, I have not achieved that yet. I'm only existing not living. Sometimes, I get tired of everything. It's exhausting trying to keep up with a life I may never have, a life that is not mine.  neglecting myself of all the happiness. Trying to live up to their standards yet drowning in a pool where no one can save me. I die and wake a thousand times but it doesn't feel like survival. Because survival is not living. I am done with the fear, the pain, depression and anxiety, feeling unpretty in my own body. Why do I have to worry so much about my body? I'm so done. Society is feeding off women insecurities and I don't want to be a victim anymore. Today I am in my element and I'm putting all of it away. well, it's not the first time. what about tomorrow? #beyonce #rihanna #wizkid #burnaboy #davido #nickiminaj