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Goodbye SSP

Hello it is currently 1:06 am on a Sunday morning and I’m here to talk about Stupid Studios Productions hopefully for the last time because I’ve already kinda done this on my community tab a WHILE ago but I deleted it when I purged my community posts So for those who don’t know(somehow..) Stupid Studios Productions was the alias I used for this channel and the now terminated older channel. First sometime on October 26th, 2019 until I decided to pull the plug on this channel a few months ago I’m not gonna go too in-depth into the history of my time as Stupid Studios Productions(SSP for short) because I’d rather not draw attention to my older stuff, because the last thing I need is for the crap quarantined riddled brain me made in 2020 to suddenly be pulled back into the limelight, even as someone who advocates for archiving and preservation of all lost media, regardless of what it is, I don’t condone archiving any of my videos(especially the really really old shit) Anyways, there’s many reasons as to why I stopped working on this channel and why in general I’ve attempted to basically wash my hands clean of it all. The first is simply me loosing interesting in the channel as a whole, While the content being made wasn’t hard per say it was time consuming and as my audience kept growing I felt the need to keep changing my style less I fall behind in the YouTube sphere and Gacha Community as a Whole. Which brings me to the next point; second point, burnout. For those who don’t know I have ADHD and that means I have issues with keeping my focus and maintaining long term interest in something I do. In my mind, once something I used to enjoy becomes almost a requirement or a chore or hell, even a job! I start to lose interest and the thought of evening doing that thing(I.e making gacha videos) will make me frown heavily. Originally when I started the Stupid Studios Productions channel(s), It was out of passion and whatever I could scramble together in my free time, and between January 2020 to August 2020 that’s basically how it was. But when I started to actually gain a following and an audience it felt more like a requirement to feed into these digital numbers that at the end of the day, didn’t really matter??? I’m not saying that I don’t appreciate my subscribers I do, I thank you all for sticking around despite my inactivity. But subscribers and views don’t really matter if you’re not making anything off of them, which I wasn’t, I never made a single dime off of any of my videos. Which eventually caused me to lose interest in what I was making, I tried switching fanbases which while did see some revival of interest; in the long term it merely gave a quick boost before I pulled the breaks once again. You could see this in a lot of my older videos especially the ones where I intended to make into multi-episodic series. I would abruptly stop them on like the first second or third “episodes” because it felt less like a hobby and more so became a requirement I HAD to fulfill. As such there’s a shit ton of videos I was making that never saw the light of day because of my problems rooted in my bad management and handling of my ADHD brain, especially at 12-14 years old. Not to mention of the stuff that I did make, it was usually short as hell, it felt more like I was making slop that everyone would watch and eventually forget about as they moved onto the next short video from another gacha creator. If I was to make an educated estimate I would gander that 85% of my content could be boiled down to either short gacha videos using meme audios, shipping videos(which is something I don’t even wanna fucking ponder about because I’d rather jump off a cliff than talk about that bs), and whatever else. I know that I shouldn’t really be too harsh on my past self because.. well; it’s my past self. But honestly looking back on it there’s a ton of things that just show “common sense” and “12 year old SSP” were on a completely different solar system. By around mid to late 2022 I was already beginning to slow down and shut down all operations, such as my public discord server and I stopped interacting with the community as much. It didn’t help that I was super busy with my freshman year of high school starting in late 2022. In late 2024 I began to think about what I should do with this channel and I finally decided to go with a simple approach which was to private everything I have and remove any connection of my modern social media to this one, and while I know some might not be happy with this outcome. Trust me, mentally speaking it is much more comforting knowing that I won’t have to worry about this part of my life being a piece of my digital footprint as much as it could be.. I think… that’s about it! So.. for the final time, thank you all so much for this amazing journey but it’s time to look towards future endeavors. This is SSP signing off, stay cool, stay chill; and peace