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Goodnight

I was hysterical, mad, cried everywhere, but now, I’m ready. Im ready to let go. I promise i will honor your memory Kiwi. And i will take care of Barney. And most importantly, I will never forget you. Kiwi died very suddenly. That evening i found her in her cage, motionless. And although i was freaking out and crying on the outside, i was very calm on the inside. Because it couldn’t be. I called an animal emergency hospital. And, they said there was nothing i could do. My parents weren’t home, and i was alone with her, in my arms, motionless. I begged her to come back, cried and kept checking for pulse. I was expecting her to sprint up form that motionless state, as if saying "Just kidding. I was taking a nap”. But nothing happened. I finally wrapped her in a blanket and called my mom. The next day we took her to the hospital, along with Barney for an emergency health check. I couldn’t sleep, and for the entire night i cried, thinking of reasons and explanations. We only celebrated one birthday together, there was no reason for her to go. I blamed myself. I knew it was my fault. Somewhere in all the craziness i didn’t notice something. And she had to pay the price. When i was at lunch, my mom texted me. She said that the doctor said she was a very well cared for bunny and that she showed no signs of sickness. It was either a heart attack or stomach seizure. I know it was the seizure. I searched up on it, it mainly happened in Holland Lops. There was treatment, but she never showed any of the symptoms. I knew she wasn’t a healthy breed, but i though if i cared for her everything would be alright. It was so hard. But now, I am ready. And I think she was too. This is the end of a beautiful life, a beautiful soul. And I love you guys for letting me celebrate her life with you.