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JensT - Just Want to Feel Good (Symphonic Rapcore Version)

(Deathcore and speedy rap with orchestra, piano in the beginning and the end of the song) Woke up again in a body I don’t trust Every breath feels like a little too much Staring at the ceiling like it holds the cure But the silence just makes me unsure Same bottle, new name, same lie in disguise Doctor with a clipboard, no time in his eyes Tells me, “Give it four weeks, side effects will pass” But I’m losing whole months I can’t get back I used to fight, now I float through the haze Counting hours like I’m serving my days Is this healing, or just giving in? I'm not sure where I end or begin I just want to feel good Not even great, just understood To wake up and not dread the light To think without the constant fight I just want a little peace A little breath, a small release But the harder I try to stand The more I slip through my own hands Fatigue wraps tight like invisible rope Even blinking feels like a slippery slope Can’t hold a thought, can’t finish a task Just nod and smile when people ask "Have you tried yoga?" "Maybe cut out wheat?" As if my brain just needs a cleaner sheet But it’s not that simple, it never was I’m not lazy, I’m lost in the fuzz And every pill is a loaded coin toss Hope on one side, the other one’s loss My body’s tired, my mind’s even more I’m screaming softly through a locked door I just want to feel good Like I’m here, like I should To not be chasing normal all day To have something kind to say To myself when I look in the mirror And see someone a little bit clearer But every time I get close The fog rolls in and it’s gone like a ghost I don’t want miracles, just some relief Not a sermon, not disbelief Not another rushed prescription pad That treats the symptom, not why I’m sad I need someone to see the war Not just write numbers and close the door I need space to speak, to feel, to be Not a statistic lost in a pharmacy [Breakdown – Spoken/Sung softly] Sometimes I wonder if I ever felt right Or if I’ve always been dim in the light I forget what “better” even means Just shadows of old, half-faded dreams [Stripped back] Sleep never helps, just restarts the loop Wake, drag, panic, fall into the soup Of thoughts that won’t quit, limbs that won’t go Wires crossed in a body too slow [Final Chorus – stronger, pleading] I just want to feel good Like my heart’s not made of wood Like I can breathe without pretending Like I’m not constantly ending I don’t need to fly, just to walk Without my brain turning static to talk Is it so much to want to feel Something simple, something real? Another pill, another night Still chasing something just out of sight But maybe one day I’ll find my way And feel okay… even for a day