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Room Of My Own (90s Soul Pop Jazz Fusion)

Room Of My Own (90s Soul Pop Jazz Fusion) Created by Jocki 02/2026 There was a silence in the hallway Louder than a slammed front door Shadows stretching on the wallpaper Like they’d been there all before I learned to tiptoe round the questions Hide my tears behind a grin Every word felt like a warning Every loss a quiet sin You said, “One day you’ll understand me” I was just a child in need But love felt like a lesson And I could not read Holding back the years I never had Packing up the dreams that felt too bad Every “I’m doing this for you” Cut deeper than you knew I was just a heart inside your hands Trying not to break beneath your plans Searching for a place where I belong Where I don’t have to be so strong Holding back the years that made me wrong You wore your worry like a uniform Buttons tight across your chest Thought that if you pushed me harder I would somehow be my best But I was drowning in the distance Between who I am and what you see You called it love and sacrifice It felt like losing me Maybe you were fighting battles I was too young to see But your storm became the weather Living over me Holding back the years I never had Folding up the child I used to be Every “You’ll thank me someday” Just pushed my heart away I was just a voice you couldn’t hear Growing smaller every single year Searching for a place where I belong Where I don’t have to be so strong Holding back the tears that turned to stone So I’m stepping past the doorway With a suitcase full of doubt Not running from your memory Just finally walking out Maybe space will bring perspective Maybe time will make it clear I can love you from a distance Without living in your fear I’m not holding back the years no more I’m laying down the weight I wore All the expectations tied To the child I kept inside I forgive the things we couldn’t say But I won’t let them make me stay I’m finding who I am alone Building skin and heart and bone I’m not holding back the years I’m walking forward from them now There’s a quiet in the hallway But it doesn’t follow me I’m learning how to breathe In a room of my own, finally free. Audio by CakeWalk, Suno 5.0