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My Husband Died: What Happened, How He Lived, How He Saved My Life, & Our Tragic 12-Year Love Story.

Rest in paradise to my husband, person, & forever soulmate Christopher Karr-Lynn Lue. This was an extremely tough video to make, so with that being said, I extremely appreciate y'all who took the time to watch and/or listen to the whole thing. ⇘LINKS FOR THINGS MENTIONED IN THIS VIDEO⇙ ✘ https://www.gofundme.com/f/support-ch... ✘ http://www.venmo.com/ogkpopstan ^for anyone who have reached out to me with wanting to contribute/show support during this extremely tough time in my life and this forever grief journey. Thank you🙏🏼) ✘ INSTAGRAM⇢   / christhinaforever   - sharing my forever grief journey as a young widow with lupus and without kids ✘ INSTAGRAM #2⇢   / _chrislue   - sharing Chris's talent that he didn't get to share ✘ TIKTOK⇢   / christhinaforever   - sharing my forever grief journey as a young widow with lupus and without kids ✘ PATREON⇢   / ogkpopstan   (for anyone who would like to see more OG K-pop Stan content while this channel is in a long hiatus or for anyone who would like to show general support) @0:00 intro, trigger warning, thank you ahead of time @4:00 what happened to my husband Chris and how it likely happened @5:55 when and what symptoms started, home recovery attempt @7:44 Chris’s realization of what, how, and why @9:27 Urgent Care visit @11:55 false hope moment @14:35 things came back tenfold. new signs and symptoms @21:00 9-1-1 call, ambulance @23:39 Chris’s condition rapidly worsening in ER, rushed into ICU @27:31 My sad realization in ICU @29:29 Monday, a day of more false hope @31:35 bloodwork results confirming another dire situation @35:36 Tuesday, one of the worst days of my life. Back-to-back bad news and events @43:25 Wednesday, March 5th 2025 @47:05 remembering a past conversation that guided me to make the toughest decision of my life @51:32 “Aloha Oe, Until We Meet Again” @53:08 Aftermath: planning his funeral (creating slideshow, designing service program, writing his obituary) @55:04 First day of my forever very-specific grief for the rest of my life @57:21 Our tragic love story. Everything we went through, from the first time we met to him standing by me after being diagnosed with lupus to much more etc. @01:07:38 a “miracle” @01:12:12 more clarification for my constant self-blaming and survivor’s guilt @01:16:20 realizing more about my grief, my lack of believing in anything anymore, my specific regret with Chris @01:20:58 the movie that changed Chris’s life that I recommend for y’all to watch @01:25:56 Chris’s impact on the people in his life @01:28:19 What am I going to do from this point on? Social media platform change in honor of Chris @01:31:07 signs of sepsis that Chris went through that everyone should be aware of @01:33:19 new Instagram that I made to share Chris’s talent @01:34:24 “OG K-pop Stan”? @01:37:30 to y’all who have been reaching out on how to contribute/show support @01:39:50 last words, thank you