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I Threw Away Forever

Ever been the reason your own life fell apart? When you can't blame anyone but the person staring back at you in the mirror? 🎸 Song Description🎸 This song is for anyone who's had to live with being the villain in their own love story. It's about the specific kind of hell that comes from knowing you had something real, something precious, and you destroyed it yourself through your own choices, your own weakness, your own inability to be the person they deserved. It's not about being blindsided or betrayed, it's about being the one who did the blindsiding, the betraying, and having to carry that weight for the rest of your life. It's about watching someone's love for you die by degrees because of what you kept doing, kept choosing, kept prioritisng over them. Origin: Someone once told me this story late one night. He was drinking coffee he didn't want, just needed somewhere to sit that wasn't his empty apartment. He'd been sober for three years, he said, but three years too late. His wife had given him so many chances, he counted them on his fingers like rosary beads. "The last night," he said, "she didn't even cry. That's how I knew I'd finally killed it. She just looked tired." He showed me a photo of her he still carried, worn soft at the edges. "I think about her every single day," he whispered. "And I hope she doesn't think about me at all." That kind of regret, the kind you earned, that's what this song is about. 💔 Lyrics💔 🎤 ─────────────────────── 🎤 🎵 *[Intro]* 🎵 💔 *[Verse 1]* 💔 She used to wait up with the porch light on No matter how late I'd stumble home I'd smell whiskey on my breath and lies on my tongue She'd just hold me close and ask where I'd been I took her patience like an endless well Drank from her love like it would never run dry Told myself tomorrow I'd do better Tomorrow came, I made her cry 🎸 *[Chorus]* 🎸 I threw away forever for a Saturday night Traded gold for nothing, wrong for right She gave me chances I didn't deserve I kept on breaking every sacred word Now I'm the fool who had heaven in his hands Let it slip away like hourglass sand I can blame the bottle, blame the devil inside But I threw away forever with my own two eyes 💔 *[Verse 2]* 💔 There was a moment when she stopped believing I saw it flicker out like a dying flame She was standing in the kitchen, wouldn't look at me That's when I finally said her name But sorry's just a word when you've said it too many times When you've cried wolf till the meaning's gone She packed her things in the morning silence By noon that day, my angel was gone 🎸 *[Chorus]* 🎸 I threw away forever for a Saturday night Traded gold for nothing, wrong for right She gave me chances I didn't deserve I kept on breaking every sacred word Now I'm the fool who had heaven in his hands Let it slip away like hourglass sand I can blame the bottle, blame the devil inside But I threw away forever with my own two eyes 💙 *[Bridge]* 💙 I see her now in the supermarket sometimes She looks right through me like I'm already dead Found out she's happy with a better man One who comes home, who keeps the promises he said 🎵 *[Instrumental Break]* 🎵 💔 *[Verse 3]* 💔 Late at night when the guilt comes calling I replay every choice that led me here Could've been waking next to her this morning Instead I'm waking up to empty years They say you don't know what you've got till it's gone But brother, that ain't quite the truth I knew exactly what I had in my hands I just didn't think she'd really leave, that's the brutal truth 🎸 *[Chorus]* 🎸 I threw away forever for a Saturday night Traded gold for nothing, wrong for right She gave me chances I didn't deserve I kept on breaking every sacred word Now I'm the fool who had heaven in his hands Let it slip away like hourglass sand I can't blame the bottle, can't blame the devil inside I threw away forever and it's eating me alive 🎤 *[Outro]* 🎤 Yeah, I threw away forever And it's killing me tonight 🎤 ─────────────────────── 🎤 💔 Would love to hear your story? Drop it in the comments. 💔 It would inspire me to write another beautiful song (only, if you don't mind sharing ) 🔔 Subscribe for more blues that speak to the soul. CREDITS: 🎸 Music Genre: Chicago Blues ✍️ Lyrics & Composition: All original, from the heart, for the heart. 📺 Channel: Midnight Blues Confessions 🎬 All rights reserved #ChicagoBlues #HeartbreakSongs #BluesMusic #RegretSongs #LostLove