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Is Doll Collecting A Disease?

#dolls #dollcollector Hi! Thank you for taking the time to watch this video. It’s really important for me because I know I have a problem, an addiction and I have been worried about my well being. Since leaving "the clubs" I have realized how spoiled I was. The agressive nature of the work, however, would not pay for any more dolls or anything in my life for that matter. Earning that money, in that way, was no longer a part of my abilities. With my last livestream, I do declare it will be the absolute LAST doll order for me, I have so much more doll & toy content planned, toys and dolls to unbox, stop motion, face up’s, kawaii DIY & more. So I know I need to focus on that and halt my doll spending habits. I feel very very lucky to have gotten Pipy, Endomiel, Acid Akemi and I can’t wait to do my Dal kit. I know I am very lucky and I feel more than satisfied with my collection. I am scared with my self-control but I know I can do it. I worked so hard to achieve this collection in such a short time. I think my existing collection deserves more of me, and I just can’t attend to them if I buy more dolls. I had my credit cards at zero balance the entire time I bought my collection. It was only that they had balances after Japan. I thought I would pay them down quick as I always did with cash from "hustling” but that hustle had become something impossible to do for my self & my soul. My family had their own worries regarding it as well. I was really depressed I couldn’t get doll and toy hauls anymore, I sold some big personal crystals to buy some Barbie’s, and then had to hit up pullipstyle one last time, I was worried I would feel left dissatisfied but making this video has been very helpful - I do feel complete with this journey in many ways. I tried to get a job at Toys R Us but I believe I wasn’t hired for my appearances. My body and schedule can’t take on teaching dance and yoga/ fitness FT either. I’m taking it all as a sign to full time pursue content creation on YouTube. I have many other face up’s in queue Pullip, RHD & OMG, and I really don’t NEED anymore dolls. It started out as a huge high which was exciting but has also became an anxious journey with mixed emotions, this summer since Japan, it DID boil down to: debt & clutter. If I buy more dolls without cleaning some I already have, my health will decline and I won’t make it back to Japan. So it’s time to re-pattern my habits. I hope you will help encourage me and support me in this journey. If you relate to my story in anyway, would love to hear from you in the comments. Or find community and share your take on this Reddit post:   / mvj4jqfdwo   Support: https://www.healthline.com/health/add... https://www.choosingtherapy.com/shopp... Episode References: https://www.asam.org/quality-care/def... https://time.com/6234061/toys-for-adu... https://www.cinemablend.com/movies/af... https://www.psychologytoday.com/ca/bl... https://www.pinterest.ca/MyGinnyWorld... - Barbie Photo & Doll Closet Photo dandridgehousedolls.com - Nursery Photo https://www.seventeen.com/celebrity/a... https://www.google.ca/amp/s/www.khale... Free Music for Videos 👉 Music by DONTSAYGOODBYE - insert coin - https://thmatc.co/?l=B8660769 Free Music for Videos 👉 Music by The Magic Portal - Cyberforest - https://thmatc.co/?l=BC2519B3 Free Music for Videos 👉 Music by The Magic Portal - Night Flight - https://thmatc.co/?l=909BD057