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My dream wedding that only lasted 5 Months~Part 1

The birth of "The Fix With Righteous" This video was recorded for the first launch event hosted by 'The fix with Righteous' on 7th September 2019. It was all perfect in the beginning, I never imagined such a beautiful thing to easily collapse like that. (The message which birthed the fix, How it all started) Last year on the same day as today I was getting married💑💑 it was a happy and wonderful day, to a man I believed I would spend the rest of my life with😊forgetting that God's ways ain't our ways certainly. His plans are better than ours. Just when I believed I had found my prince charming of which I know is every girl's dream.😅 I remember vowing before God, my parents and everyone who came to celebrate with us that I will live with this man till Jesus Christ comes back🙏but as the scripture says: His plans are way too different from ours. Within 5 months of our marriage he decided to leave, 😞😞 I mean dump me🙈🙈as embarrassing as it sounds I have to say it as it is😅vanitshikile😅I gladly accepted the breakup, not because it was what I wanted but merely because, you cannot force someone to love you when they have outgrown you; (very important ) and because I trusted The Lord's will, if He wanted the marriage to work He would have saved it. I knew my value, I trusted God, as difficult as it was I said to myself Lord if its Your will let this cup pass me, I believed He wouldn't take me to a place where He wouldn't sustain me, and I also rejoiced that I was trusted with such a huge mountain to climb for a purpose, it didn't make sense then but it does now. It wasn't easy but I can tell you it is through His power, his grace and His ability that I made it. As the pastor's first born child, everything is expected to be perfect in people's eyes 😕😕unfortunately 😕now when faced with such a challenge the first thing that came to my mind was I've let my parents down😓their ministry, calling and leadership, that broke my heart, but again I encouraged myself saying, it's beyond my control. a I really want to thank my parents for the unconditional love and support they gave me, from day 1 till to date. I made it because they had my back💓💓💓💓 I was taught that prayer changes everything, I was taught that tough times never last but tough people do, again I was taught that giving in is not an option and I'm grateful and thankful to God that I wasn't the one who threw the towel. I did what the word says "... and having done all to stand firm. Stand..." I thank God I'm still standing😍😍😍 I never dreamt of myself facing such a challenge, I never saw myself being considered in the group of divorcees. I never imagined my life detouring in that direction but let me gladly say to you today, JESUS is alive🙏🙏I'm confirming this to you with so much confidence I saw him takeover in my life just when I thought I'd fall apart, that it is the end with me and my future, I'll be judged, crucified (just like Jesus, vaku YENA AYAKWINI😂😂) how do I face the world, how do I start over. I had all these questions, unfortunately I never had answers! I then remembered the scripture "come to me all of you who are tired and weary I will give you rest" I made that decision to go to the creator I gave him my pain, I told him how I felt , I told him how heavy the load is, I cried the pain out to Him😊 I can still remember when He whispered to me "I'm with you" I will carry you, this too shall pass, that night I prayed like never before after that prayer I remember very well it was November I gained my life back😊I started to have peace from within, I started not to worry what will people say I reminded myself It matters what God says not what Peninah/people say. I now understand better why He said I will never leave you nor Forsake you, I understand even much better when He says lean not on your own understanding, I'm very glad that after such a big bomb which was meant to kill/destroy me or even challenge my faith in Christ, I came out very strong. Very strong gold was manufactured after that hot fire😊😊 ...what excites me more is regardless of how painful that situation was I was never admitted in any hospital,I never slept under the influence of medication or alcohol (how nice 😅) but Christ carried me,😘😘 He specialises in such things, I saw Him doing it for me. Now to those of you feeling like God doesn't love you when the world turns against you, it's a lie, God loves us all. I can tell you with unwavering confidence that He cares. All you need to do is to cast all your burdens to Him because He cares for you. He wouldn't bring you to it, if He couldn't bring you through it🙌or sustain you. I don't know who I'm talking to right now who feels it's over, it's not over it's only the beginning. Background song by: Mercy Chinwo- Chinedum connect with us on other social media IG: thefixwith Facebook: The fix with Righteous Twitter: The Fix with Righteous