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スーパーエゴ（超自我）とは、親や社会から教わったこと。 社会生活に必要なものですが、行き過ぎるとやがて「自分とは？」と悩むわけです。 ▶︎ Playlist:    • Cradle of Stillness (静謐の揺り籠)   ▶︎ X: https://x.com/ashingabunko — Lyrics (excerpt) — Quiet. Be a good girl. Be “normal.” — Is that supposed to be a way to live? My parents told me: “Be ladylike.” “Don’t speak indecent things.” “Don’t stand out — know your shame.” “Don’t bring shame on the family name.” At school they said: “Read the room.” “Behave yourself.” “Be like everyone else.” Scored by ‘good-girl’ marks, I was kept on a leash. Inside the circle of friends Even how to laugh is prescribed. “That’s cringey,” “That’s odd,” “You can’t do that.” They stab with gentle faces — Correction always comes with a smile. DO. DO. DO. — Stay a good girl DO. DO. DO. — Keep yourself normal DON’T. DON’T. DON’T — Don’t push forward DON’T. DON’T. DON’T — Don’t want too much DO: smile / DON’T: bite DO: fit / DON’T: fight — Is that called “morals”? A chorus of curses rings inside me. In front of the mirror I learn the angle that’s likable: Posture, jawline, pitch of voice. Crying is weakness; Anger is disgrace; Desire is shallow. “You’ll get a boyfriend.” “You won’t be able to marry.” “At your age?” “What will you do with your life?” A cage shaped like “concern” Changes form every day. Praise is a sweet chain: “Wow, great” = do more. “You look good” = don’t step out of line. “Well done” = don’t fall apart. Expectations aren’t blessings — They’re control. DO. DO. DO. — Nod along DO. DO. DO. — Line up with them DON’T. DON’T. DON’T — Do not rebel DON’T. DON’T. DON’T — Don’t stand out DO: be nice / DON’T: be real DO: comply / DON’T: reveal — Is that “dignity”? The white-gloved violence that shaves me down. Parents’ righteousness, Teachers’ common sense, Friends’ “right answers” — All together settled in, Taking up a home in my throat. “For your own good.” “For the sake of appearances.” “Be normal.” “Common sense.” — That’s the cruellest thing of all. IDO says, “I want to live.” I answer, “You need permission.” But I realized — There is no one who hands out permission. There are only Judging eyes, Rumors, Minus marks, And silence. DO. DO. DO. — Look down on me DO. DO. DO. — Keep me contained DON’T. DON’T. DON’T — Don’t desire DON’T. DON’T. DON’T — Don’t shout DO: obey / DON’T: request DO: endure / DON’T: confess — Enough. I will break that curse. Facing the mirror, one final command: DON’T judge me. Quiet. …No. I will remain myself. 2026-02-04 アシナガ文庫 みゆき・シェヘラザード・本城 #アシナガ文庫 #suno #AI音楽