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CLOSED MIND - Mesko Music (Official Music Video)

CLOSED MIND Official Music video Thanks Straatgeluid for the studio https://www.straatgeluid.nl/ Join the Discord   / discord   LYRICS --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I don't wanna find an open door no more Cause whenever I try, it breaks me more I got told to quit, but what should I do it for? Should I leave this all behind in blood and gore? Same things happen all the time I can not get rid of all this shit in my mind Doing all these things I shouldn't do If you were to ask me, I would have no clue Yes, I look happy, happy all the time But you never see me, see me when I cry 'Cause I'm a master, master of pretending Lately never spending, My live is ending A better treasure chest that was made at the time And most of the time people have stayed kind But when they left me, I had new friends to find That is one of the reasons why I have a closed mind When does this all make any sense to me? God, I know you can set me free And please open a door and again restore, this broken piece of me Am I the one who is insane, All I want is to be heard? Or for not feeling the same, in a world that's full of hurt Waking up, searching for a sign, I fall but I still climb You don't need me to teach, to the dream that’s far to reach Nothing is more dangerous than a man who healed himself After he got his heart broken or got bullied to hell But you will never be able to tell By his facial expressions how he has felt My mind is just closed, but people can go From people you know to people you don’t And what hurts the most is people can go From people you know to people you don’t I’m just lying here in my bed I'm still awake staring at the ceiling and it's 4 AM And of course do I care about the fam But the new me's a ghost of the past, I’m like a hologram It’s another day, where I fake my smile But for the others to notice, yeah, it takes a while This is how I live my life in my style But in the meanwhile… Then I wake up, yet another day Knowing full well, I’ll never be okay And I can tell, it is up to fate Must do something, before it’s to late I am on a daily basis contemplating all the thoughts, I just can't take it and I hate it, because apparently nowadays the only way to win is to fake it And you know that lately I’ve been going so crazy, don’t face me, because you know nowadays I slay my enemies and I am not as friendly as I used to be as you see, but regardless I will never be able to ever be set free But I need a savior to guide me in change Cause all of these demons are grinding my brain Lights slowly dimming my colors are gray I need somebody to say it’s okay Demons following me Hiding in the walls of my mind I can't sleep I am my own worst enemy Keep 'em all close, cause I need the company They were there through my tears and my cries Watched as I withered, but ignored what’s inside I’d hold them at moments when their minds went mad But when I voiced my omens no one holds me back But the real thing that burns me is my silence The words I don’t speak react and form into violence I try to stay strong, oh man, I gotta fight this Always open my eyes hoping to see where the light is