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After All by Cold Nights

thought it would feel different. Morning light don’t judgeIt just shows you everythingYour side of the bed feels normalThat’s the part that’s frightening Coffee tastes like routineSame cup, same name on itI wash my hands too longLike time might come off with it I wake up where I belongThat’s what hurts the mostNothing in the room has changedExcept what I know He kisses me like alwaysI don’t flinch, I don’t cryI just notice how heavyA secret can get overnight I don’t miss youI miss who I was before I don’t regret youI regret what it made me ignore This is the part they don’t tell you aboutWhen the wanting shuts its mouthNo fire, no forbidden thrillJust a quiet that won’t sit still We didn’t lose our livesWe just bent them out of shapeNow everything fits the sameBut nothing’s in its place I don’t replay the nightI replay the look she givesLike trust is muscle memoryAnd I just strained it I don’t confess, I don’t defendI just stand where I always stoodWondering how doing one wrong thingMade the good feel misunderstood I catch myself mid-laughAnd it lands like a lieNot because I’m unhappyBut because I crossed a line I thought guilt would be louderI thought shame would screamTurns out it whispersAnd follows you into everything Nothing blew upNothing collapsed That’s how I knowThis will last This is the part that staysAfter temptation fadesNo applause, no dramatic fallJust learning how to live with it all We didn’t ruin our worldWe just cracked the frameNow love still looks like loveBut it doesn’t sound the same If I never do it againAm I still that man?Female: If I carry this quietlyDoes it make me worse… or human? I don’t want to be forgivenFor something I choseFemale: I don’t want to be punishedI just want to know This is the cost you pay in fullNo witnesses, no proofJust a version of yourselfYou can’t return or refute Temptation promised escapeAll it gave was weightNow every honest momentFeels slightly late I won’t say your name again.Male: I won’t pretend it didn’t matter.