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My bowed vocal cords 2019-Nov-25

Bowed vocal cords: Dear vocal technicians. I've given up on working for a beautiful singing voice a long time ago. All I wish and dream and pray for now is a normal functioning voice. How wonderful would it be to be able to express myself freely to others without getting ignored all the time. It was my 27th birthday 4 days ago but I was flooded with suicidal thoughts that day because I've dealt with it my whole life that i'm getting to a point that I can't bare with this anymore. I'm living like a dog caged inside my apartment for who knows how many years. I have 0 social life. I've been trying vocal exercises and doing research for 7+ years without any gain. How frustrating right? Enough with my misery, let me explain: I have a problem with Vocal Cord Closure. There's a gap between my vocal cords that leads to unwanted air leakage. I have to constantly repeat myself to others, I get easily overpowered by men, women, even children in social situations because of it. My voice is so weak. I live in a developing country that has no professional that could even take a look into it. So that I have nobody to seek help for. Since my previous post wasn't approved somehow, I've decided to delete that and attach an HD version of my vocal cord behavior video. I really want to improve the quality of my voice. Is it possible to fill in the gap with an exercise? Vocal cord injection seems to be harmful and also temporary solution. Or should I start smoking so that it thickens my vocal cords to a degree that the gap closes? Any words of advice and encouragement is welcome because I really need it guys. And just remember, if you have a normal healthy voice, I want to tell you that you're so blessed and that's a dream that someone like me could only wish for 🌹 Have a nice day ❤️