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Survived Part 2

Lyrics : They say I turned into a villain… But nobody asks who I was before. I built my circle small, tatami size, Only room for love that don’t disguise. Used to let the whole world in, Now it’s locked — I guard what’s mine. Lost my father at six years old, Cancer took him, left me cold. Guess that’s when the loss began, Had to grow before I could understand. Mama fighting her own demons, Bottle talking louder than reason. Grandparents gave me values, strength, Then death came back and took them. Tell me how a kid stays soft When life keeps cutting pieces off? They say I changed, I got mean — But pain redesigns what you’ve been. I was the one who’d always help, Always gave more than I felt. Now I got limits, now I got walls, Now I don’t answer every call. You say I’m heartless now, But you don’t know what I lost. Every scar I carry Came with a cost. I’m not a monster, no — I’m just protecting what’s left of my soul. I’m fighting not to disappear, Fighting the villain they say I’ve become. Lost a dog, lost love, lost trust, Gave my all — still wasn’t enough. Gave my heart to someone who lied, Watched loyalty slowly die. I used to joke, used to play the clown, Now I barely smile around. Not ‘cause I hate — I’m just tired, Every attachment feels wired. They say you grow up when you lose a parent, Or when life hits you apparent. So what am I? I’ve been grown. Since childhood never felt like home. Isolation ain’t my flex, It’s what survival mode selects. When you lose enough, you learn — Love burns if it’s not returned. I don’t hate the world, I swear, I just don’t let it get too near. ‘Cause every time I opened wide, Something beautiful died inside. You say I’m heartless now, But you don’t know what I lost. Every wall around me Was built from loss. I’m not a demon, no — I’m just scared to feel it all. I’m fighting not to let the pain Turn my heart to stone. Maybe we all were good before. Before betrayal. Before funerals. Before slammed doors. Maybe villains are just Broken heroes Who never healed. And maybe love — real love — Can pull the light back in. You say I’m different now, Yeah, I had to evolve. But I’m still that kid inside Trying not to fall. I’m not a monster, no — I still believe in peace. If I find the right love, Maybe the war in me will cease. I didn’t become evil… I just survived.